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ninjou.
[Tonight, Dazai is really drunk.
This is not different from most other nights in their favorite bar, save for a few things.
1. Ango isn't here.
2. Dazai is really drunk. The kind of drunk that has Odasaku concerned that he might be trying to die through liver failure. That drunk.
And so, it's with hesitation that he speaks up.]
Maybe you should stop drinking for tonight.
This is not different from most other nights in their favorite bar, save for a few things.
1. Ango isn't here.
2. Dazai is really drunk. The kind of drunk that has Odasaku concerned that he might be trying to die through liver failure. That drunk.
And so, it's with hesitation that he speaks up.]
Maybe you should stop drinking for tonight.

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[A pause.]
Wait. Did that sound creepy?
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[See? Honesty, right there.]
Please don't talk about killing people while we're kissing.
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[Looking down, Dazai pulls away.]
I killed the mood entirely.
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I'm sure we can get the mood back.
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[Which no one wants to hear him say.]
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[It really doesn't fit that well.]
...Osamu.
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Really?
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[That doesn't seem like a good reaction.]
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Odasaku returns the kiss, resting his hands lightly on Dazai's shoulders. It's an awkward position on the couch, possibly, but he doesn't care and he suspects Dazai doesn't either.]
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One of Odasaku's hands ends up in Dazai's hair, and Odasaku pulls away for a second to look at Dazai with hazy eyes, before going in for a deeper kiss.]
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The hand that's not in Dazai's hair pulls Dazai closer to him. There's too much distance, even with them this close already.]
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Pressing in, he cradles Odasaku's cheek in one hand and tugs his hair lightly with the other.]
I love you.
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His answer is low, almost a whisper.]
I love you too, Osamu.
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Can I touch you?
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[The answer comes too quickly - but as if he could say anything else with Dazai all over him like this. They've waited plenty.
He shudders beneath Dazai.]
Please touch me.
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[His hands slide down to Odasaku's shoulders, then to his chest, where he dances his fingers over lines of muscle and soft, clean, smooth skin. He has his marks, too, but nothing like the ones Dazai is barely hiding. He took his bandages off for a reason. By the end of this, maybe... they'll see everything of each other. He'll faintly hold out hope for this.
Then he lightly runs his thumbs over Odasaku's nipples, pulling back slightly to see if the reaction is favorable. Some people probably don't like it... But he'll look to his lover and he'll ask questions and encourage and he will, as of tonight, start learning this body and memorizing every inch.]
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