For ninjou.

[tenimuho]

[Tonight, Dazai is really drunk.

This is not different from most other nights in their favorite bar, save for a few things.

1. Ango isn't here.

2. Dazai is really drunk. The kind of drunk that has Odasaku concerned that he might be trying to die through liver failure. That drunk.

And so, it's with hesitation that he speaks up.]

Maybe you should stop drinking for tonight.

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[tenimuho]

[Oh, he's been misunderstood. Odasaku chuckles self-consciously and shakes his head.]

No, I meant - can I give you oral sex.

[There is literally no way to refer to this that isn't either clinical, vulgar, or purple somehow.]

[ninjou]

[He went down the least Dazai route with that... so Dazai laughs nervously.]

Oh. Same.... same answer. Yes. Please.

[tenimuho]

[Odasaku has to rearrange himself on the bed to be comfortable for that, ending up between Dazai's legs.

He's watching Dazai's face as he grips him carefully by the base and leans in to lick one long stripe from base to head.]

[ninjou]

[Dazai is on edge and throbbing, watching him like he's doing something miraculous. He might as well be. Dazai's eyes narrow in pleasure as he watches.

This is... actually happening.]

Hnngg...

[tenimuho]

[It sure is. Dazai's expression right now is endlessly fascinating to Odasaku - he can't look away.

He drags his tongue over Dazai a few more times, focusing mainly on the head, before wrapping his lips around him. Unlike Dazai, he only takes a little bit in and avoids choking himself immediately.]

[ninjou]

[Well, someone has experience, and someone does not. He might apologize for the offense of being a novice later.

Instead, he reaches down and tugs at his lover's hair lightly, content and relaxed, though his body is coiled up too tight on the inside.]

[tenimuho]

[It's not as if Odasaku minded too much.

The tugging is a compliment. Odasaku takes more of Dazai in, then retreats, then slides further down. His cheeks hollow as he focuses, trying to please.]

[ninjou]

[He's gone soon enough, though not over the edge. His voice is raised and unintelligible, his fingers are twisted in those lustrous strands and he wonders if he can hold out long... He'll open his eyes and look down and watch with pure lustful adoration.]

Want me to warn you....?

[tenimuho]

[Odasaku pulls off long enough to shake his head, then slips Dazai back between his lips. His tongue drags over the underside as he starts to bob his head again.

Don't worry about distracting things like that. Dazai should just relax and enjoy himself.]

[ninjou]

[How can he possibly bring himself to do something like this to Odasaku? He adores him and wants to treat him with respect. No, he'll do his best to hold off so he won't spill into his mouth.

He feels dirty compared to any other sexual act he's ever been party to. His red cheeks show that well enough. But it feels... incredible, warm and wet and so good that he can feel himself twitching already.]

[tenimuho]

[Even though Odasaku wants that? He wasn't kidding, months ago, when he said he liked doing this.

Odasaku takes more of Dazai in, about as much as he can without choking, and has to hold Dazai's hips still or any sudden movement really will gag him. He looks up at Dazai's flushed face and can't help but moan, muffled around him.]

[ninjou]

[If there's an expression that he wants it, Dazai will do his best to not hold back. He's not small, so he understands why he's being held and controlled. It's lovely. Their eyes meet and he just... his fingers tense and his body tenses... the vibration is too much, and he covers his mouth with one hand, biting it to keep his reactions reasonable. There's a wild moment where he tries to breathe, where he tries to keep himself controlled, but it doesn't work.

His body quivers.]

[tenimuho]

[That's a good reaction. Everything that Dazai does - every hitch of breath and the way his body tenses and shakes - just pushes Odasaku further. He sucks harder, swirls his tongue around the head, does everything he can think of to make Dazai let go.

It's hard to keep his eyes open at this point, but he resists. He wants nothing more than to see Dazai come.]

[ninjou]

[He can't do this... he can't handle it or hold out and he keeps thinking Odasaku is going to stop or move off or do anything other then be absolutely perfect at this, but it doesn't happen.]

S...stop...

[It's too good and he's going to come and he's looking down with hazy eyes as he loses control.

He doesn't want him to stop. The heat in his body is on the very edge...]

[tenimuho]

[Let's play a game called 'Does Dazai Actually Want Odasaku To Stop'. There are painful consequences to being wrong no matter what you guess (Odasaku would probably hide in shame forever if Dazai genuinely needed him to stop and he didn't), so it's a matter of odds and context clues.

Today Odasaku decides he's feeling lucky. He sucks hard, taking Dazai in as far as he comfortably can.

Don't hit him for this later.]

[ninjou]

[That does it. He's sensitive and his body won't hold out. He covers his face with both hands as he finally releases, embarrassed and completely undone, crying out much louder than earlier. Odasaku is breaking his shyness over this. It's just impossible to resist him doing that.]

[tenimuho]

[Oh, but he wanted to see Dazai's face... There's always next time.

Odasaku continues to suck on him until he's done, then pulls away. There's come visible on his tongue before he shuts his mouth and swallows.

It's not a great taste, but that's not the point.]

...You okay?

[ninjou]

[He uncovers his face while Odasaku is still working, looking down at him with a little strangled sound. And it's worse when he watches him swallow, sees his own come, and he just... nods. And pauses.

And smiles.]

Kiss me?

[tenimuho]

I don't taste very good.

[But Dazai will get a chaste kiss, because like Odasaku could refuse him anything.]

[ninjou]

Nooo, do it right. I'm not scared. Just kiss me.

[Because that kiss was wimpy and Dazai doesn't mind his own taste.]

[tenimuho]

[Alright then, Dazai can have a deep kiss. With tongue and everything. Happy?]

[ninjou]

[Super happy. And he feels appropriately filthy and kinky and good as he pulls Odasaku against him so he can feel every inch of his body.]

You're incredible...

[tenimuho]

[As long as Dazai's into it, that's the important thing here.]

So are you. [Odasaku nuzzles against Dazai's neck.] I love you so much.

[ninjou]

Let's do more later.

[Dazai.....]

You're everything I thought you would be. No, you're more... you're just... I love you.

[tenimuho]

More later sounds good.

[you're both incorrigible]

I don't want to get out of bed for a while. Maybe ever.