voicetesting!
[You are in a jamjar! It's pretty okay as jamjars go - every now and then there is a Forced Social Interaction, but it's not a horror game or whatnot.
Today a very tall (very tall) teenage girl has asked you to speak to her in private. Once you're alone:]
I love you.
[You have literally never spoken to this girl before this.]
Today a very tall (very tall) teenage girl has asked you to speak to her in private. Once you're alone:]
I love you.
[You have literally never spoken to this girl before this.]

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[She hasn't mistaken you for Kou somehow.]
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[so uh, good job being lira's bisexual awakening?]
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[ she shoves her hands in her coat pockets, looking at lira directly. it's hard to read what's in nazuna's gaze, there. kou's not here, for one. she hasn't really had anyone to talk to these nights, and while she'd have been used to that a year ago it's different now.
and worst of all, she hasn't gotten to eat since she got here. ]
So? Whaddya want me to do about it? [ she takes two steps closer, removing a good portion of the gap between them in a direct challenge. ] I'm a lot older than you, kiddo. You've put that together already, right?
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Age is just a number. It doesn't matter for real love.
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[ it's not said in mockery. it's her name - if nazuna's aware of the joke, she doesn't stress it right for it. she just keeps looking up at lira, forcing eye contact with those disarming, piercing blue eyes. ]
So just how old do you think I am then, huh? If it's just a number, then that won't be enough to scare you off, right?
[ she can keep pushing, keep aiming until she scares the girl off.
and failing that, she can prove it's just infatuation in an entirely different way. ]
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[Not angry, but firm. Even if it's not said mockingly, she doesn't like to hear it.]
You're the same Nazuna from before... So you must be in your thirties?
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[ yeah, she can't do yobisute. feels weird. ]
Huh? It's- it's way higher than that! [ she was expecting some cool vampire guess, even with the girl not knowing exactly what she is. not... a mostly accurate guess. ] Not even close! Bzzzt!
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[Even if she were hypothetically like a hundred.]
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[ she's not gonna be scared off, huh? guess that leaves option two. nazuna sighs, heading to the balcony door of the room lira's asked to speak to her in and opening it. ]
Well... fine. You know what? I'll tell you some things about myself. We'll talk it out. And if you're still convinced you luh- [ she stumbles on the word, flushing a bit before she composes herself. ] -if you're still convinced your feelings are real, I'll put them to the test.
[ she steps outside, onto the balcony, clearly expecting lira to follow. and then, as if it were perfectly natural, she hoists herself up onto the guard rail. ]
Lira-chan, what does the night mean to you?
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The night... The night is beautiful. The stars in the sky are so pretty. ...But it's a little lonely, too.
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[ she stands at her full, not particularly impressive height, without a single fear in the world. she turns on the ball of one foot, facing lira directly. and then she holds out her hand. ]
Come on up. If you're gonna say you love me, you should at least know what the night means to me.
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Lira takes Nazuna's hand, not entirely sure what she's expecting but knowing it's going to make her heart race.]
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Hold on tight, missy.
[ -and nazuna leaps.
it's not that large of a jump for her - just a few stories up, five or six at most. but for lira, it's probably the fastest she's ever moved in the open air, and certainly the fastest she's ever moved vertically. like this, with the wind ripping around them and the ambient sound of the city moving beneath them - genuinely moving, cars and trains shifting in pitch as nazuna goes past - it's hard to remember they were just in a normal room. ]
So? [ she leans in to say it, grin spreading wide. ] Is this the night you remember?
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[Lira's definitely clinging, arms around Nazuna's neck. They should be falling, but instead they're flying upwards - it can't be called jumping when it's this far, right?]
So high up! How-?
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[ a little swing of one leg, a little angular momentum... and just like that, they're upside down. nazuna doesn't even change her grip, past holding on that little bit tighter. after a few moments of upside-down teasing, a few moments of nazuna laughing with soft exhilaration, she flips back upright, and like that they glide easily - only slowing down to a more reasonable speed as the air buffets away the initial speed of the jump. ]
So? There's a girl named Nazuna you like, right? [ she leans in, whispering directly into lira's ear. ] Could your Nazuna-chan do things like this too?
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Breathlessly:] Nazuna-chan can do anything.
[She is more in love than she has ever been, surely.]
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(and maybe, just a little, she's trying to show her the night. the time, the place, the mood she calls home. is that so wrong?)
they light down onto a rooftop. nazuna lands with an almost ethereal grace, with no more jolt to lira than if they'd been walking down a small staircase. and then, with that same odd expression, she sets lira down onto her feet. ]
You really are an odd one, aren't you. [ it's not meant to condemn, for once. there's a genuine sort of curiosity to her voice. ] That doesn't make you want to run away?
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No. I want to know everything there is to know about you. Nothing about you could scare me.
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it's a stupid thing to get caught up on. it's a weakness and a regret she'd rather not think about. and maybe that's why a single flicker of something plants itself in her brain. not love, not even a crush. just...
would it be so bad to have another friend? ]
Nazuna Nanakusa. [ she finally manages to get it out, with her tongue tied after that little profession. ] I don't know exactly how old I am. [ not a lie. ] I'm a vampire. Fangs and all, the real deal.
[ she reaches up, tugging her lip back to prove it. those... sure are some wicked fangs, huh. ]
Hey, uh... Listen. [ she sounds uncharacteristically serious. ] What you're feeling isn't love. It's just... [ lust, she nearly says before correcting herself. this girl doesn't seem like that sort of girl, after all. ] It's infatuation. You know? A crush. And...
[ ... ]
And that's probably a good thing. [ she finishes, a bit lamely. ] When a vampire feeds on someone that... y'know, meets certain criteria... [ she gestures to lira. ] If it's love, then they turn too. That's how we're born.
[ well. most of them. but there's no need to tell her about that just yet. ]
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The insistence that she's only experiencing a crush makes Lira frown.]
If you bite me, and I turn, that'll prove that it's real love, right? So bite me.
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[ take a breath, nazuna. deep breaths. ]
-if you're right, then you're gonna turn into a freaking vampire! Have you given any thought to that? What are you gonna tell people? What about your parents?!
[ it's not that she cares, too much. it's just that, well... even if it's to prove a point, she doesn't want this girl's life to be ruined. ]
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[Obviously? What else would she say to them.]
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[ oh, jeez. she's getting genuinely pissed about all of this. it's not love, and she knows that, so it's fine, it's just - if it is, you know? then... then she'll...
she blocks it out of her mind. fine. this girl wants to play like that, she'll play back. ]
Fine! I'm not gonna turn you. But. [ she straightens up, shoving her hands into her pockets irritably. ] I haven't eaten since we got here a few weeks ago, and I'm freaking hungry. So I'll take a bite, and- and whatever happens, that's on you!
[ it won't happen. it'll be fine. she's... she's sure of it. ]
Still sound like such a good idea now?
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[She tugs down the collar on her dress. She knows enough about vampires to know that they bite people's necks, and the rest - she'll learn as she goes, right?]
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