voicetesting!
[You are in a jamjar! It's pretty okay as jamjars go - every now and then there is a Forced Social Interaction, but it's not a horror game or whatnot.
Today a very tall (very tall) teenage girl has asked you to speak to her in private. Once you're alone:]
I love you.
[You have literally never spoken to this girl before this.]
Today a very tall (very tall) teenage girl has asked you to speak to her in private. Once you're alone:]
I love you.
[You have literally never spoken to this girl before this.]

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fine, then. nazuna won't turn down the offer if lira's paying. she chuckles, finally letting her shoulders relax as she says: ]
Isn't that a dumb question?
[ she has to stretch up on her tippy toes to even reach lira's neck. the girl's a giant, plain and simple; she can barely make it up to the point she wants to reach, even stretching as far as she can. but she still takes a bit of extra time to murmur against the other girl's skin: ]
Who wouldn't get a little excited, seeing a cute girl pose for them?
[ her fingers run along lira's cheek and jaw. and just like that, nazuna whispers a quick itadakimasu-
and digs in. ]
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Then Nazuna sinks her teeth in, and - well, it does hurt. She expected at - those teeth are sharp. But on top of the pain is the pleasure that comes from a beautiful woman feeding from her.]
Ahh...
[She's kissed before, with boys who were a little bolder than the rest, but it didn't feel like this. Nothing feels quite like this, and she finds herself needing to hold onto Nazuna to keep herself standing.]
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and then the blood hits her tongue, flavor and feeling and finally all at once, and all conscious thought leaves.
she tastes good. she tastes really good. good's not even the right word. this is... ecstatic. addictive. absolutely, positively, unbelievably good. lira gasps a tiny bit at the bite, and then she moans, and little bits of the girl's emotions and thoughts start to drift into the taste.
satisfaction-
release-
love-
hurts-
feels weird-
love-
feels good-
love-
love-
nazuna should stop. she needs to stop. she's taken too much already - like this, lira's already gonna need to sit down for a bit. hell, nazuna is gonna need to sit down for a bit. it's just...
it's just that if she stops, she can't taste this anymore. she can't taste lira. she can't taste the girl that's making her vision starry and her hearing overload and her mind go blank, and the thought of losing that taste, the feelings, the companionship- it makes her whimper into lira's beautiful, smooth, bloody skin. lira grabs onto her, trying to keep steady, and nazuna follows suit - one hand on the girl's shoulder, one hand reaching up to grab none-too-gently at the back of lira's hair.
she wants more. she wants to keep going until there's nothing left. she wants all of lira for herself.
is that so wrong? ]
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She's lightheaded and her knees buckle, sinking down with her back against the wall. Nazuna comes with her, still drinking. Every drop of her blood that passes between Nazuna's lips is part of Lira becoming part of Nazuna. It's intimate in a way that nothing else could possibly be.]
Nazuna, Nazuna, Nazuna...
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is this what it feels like? finding someone that really, truly loves you?
she'd thought kyouko might have liked her, once. but her blood had just been coppery, tangy, a bit of rust in the aftertaste. even kou's blood, tasty as it is, doesn't really hold up to this. lira's blood is sweet - sweet like cake and pastries and candy. sweet like she thought she'd outgrown years ago. (she was wrong, clearly. how could she ever outgrow this?)
slowly, the flow eases. it's time to stop, and she knows it. with a great and palpable regret, she pulls up and off the other girl's shoulder with a loud and wet pop. and looking down, she can see...
she doesn't look down. she already knows what she's going to see, after all: there's no blood left on lira's neck. even the hideous purple welt from her feverish sucking, the bite marks are probably fading away by now, already knitting themselves back into that perfectly smooth skin. as long as she doesn't look, there's a chance it's not real - a chance that lira will be able to go home tonight, the same as always. instead, she keeps her eyes focused on lira's face. her downturned eyes, her lashes, her soft lips...
she's not exactly sure why she moves in for a kiss. still, it's not like there's anything wrong with it, right? friends kiss each other. masters and servants... they probably kiss each other too. when she pulls away, she murmurs between shaky breaths: ]
...sorry. [ for doubting her? for turning her? for going too far? for stealing a kiss? who even knows, at this point. ] How is... How are you feeling?
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Dizzy. -But I'm so, so happy.
[She hugs Nazuna close to her. With the strength of a vampire, it's probably a bit tight. Sorry about that.]
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I'm... I'm glad that-
[ and then lira hugs her close, with all the strength of a newborn vampire. this is a good thing, mostly because it stops nazuna from making an embarrassment of herself. this is a bad thing because of the sharp cracking sound it draws as one of her ribs cracks, and she manages to wheeze out: ]
-agh.
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Sorry! I didn't mean to!
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[ that's what she wants to say, at least. She gets about halfway through that last sentence before she stops to hack up a bit of blood... which is already starting to pull itself back into her body. gross. ]
Just kidding. [ it should be obvious, but she'd rather not leave the girl hanging. she seems... more vulnerable than kou, in some ways. ] You're gonna need to watch your strength from now on. I can handle a little bit of rough play, but if you do that to a human? They're probably gonna die.
[ ...she's still in lira's lap. she should probably change that.
nah. it's not like this is gonna get any less fucked up. ]
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I'll be more careful.
[...Nazuna is still in her lap. Cautiously, Lira lightly pets her hair.]
Is this okay?
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[ nazuna doesn't move to pet lira back. and she doesn't say anything romantic.
but she does relax against her, just a bit, as she thinks about the other girl. ]
You've got a lot to learn, kiddo. [ she shifts a bit, flips herself around - then lays back into lira's larger frame, her head resting just under the other girl's chin. ] And it's not like I've got any teaching experience. Sheesh, almost making me wish Nico was here...
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[Just accepts that her teacher is also a vampire? This is fine. More importantly, it is cuddle time. Much more gently, Lira wraps her arms loosely around Nazuna.]
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Oi. It's- it's obvious from context now, right? So you don't... Have to say it like that.
[ she's still gonna go beet red though. ]
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I love you, Nazuna-chan!
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[ and also she's covering her own ears now. don't push your luck too far, lira. ]
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[This, too, is a side of Nazuna Lira wants to learn all about.]
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Now that I'm a vampire, does that mean you won't be able to bite me again?
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...yeah. I mean, I can bite. I just wouldn't really get anything out of it. [ she sighs. normally she'd make a joke about lira's desires, but, well... she's mourning the loss of the tastiest thing she's ever had. ] The wound would just close up anyway.
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[She could probably tell, but still.]
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[ a teasing tone enters her voice. just don't point out how much nazuna was enjoying it. ]
Then would you like me to bite you more, little miss~? [ ojou-chan. ]
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[From what Lira could hear over her own moaning, anyway.]
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