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crowspace2021-07-19 09:43 am
gemuinemanagement) wrote in crowspace2021-07-19 09:43 am
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[Welcome to Azakawa.
It's a small village tucked away in the mountains. There's really nothing particularly notable about it, except maybe for the more spiritually sensitive who will hear the hate and resentment coming from the spirits of the forest if they get near. (But Suga will tell you not to get near.)
The museum is usually near-empty save for Suga and C-ta, and sometimes Pericles if he's visiting. Suga will foist glowstone charms off on anyone who visits - he has enough to spare and he's happy to finally be able to do something to protect his friends. You can read about the history of the village and the Kotori Obake.
Every now and then you'll overhear something unpleasant - like a village official telling Suga to give up on his superstitious nonsense and let the museum be torn down already, it's not his problem that Suga is too creepy to get another job. Suga seems entirely used to this kind of treatment.
It's not a big deal. He has friends here now, and he's happy. It doesn't matter what anyone else thinks of him.]
It's a small village tucked away in the mountains. There's really nothing particularly notable about it, except maybe for the more spiritually sensitive who will hear the hate and resentment coming from the spirits of the forest if they get near. (But Suga will tell you not to get near.)
The museum is usually near-empty save for Suga and C-ta, and sometimes Pericles if he's visiting. Suga will foist glowstone charms off on anyone who visits - he has enough to spare and he's happy to finally be able to do something to protect his friends. You can read about the history of the village and the Kotori Obake.
Every now and then you'll overhear something unpleasant - like a village official telling Suga to give up on his superstitious nonsense and let the museum be torn down already, it's not his problem that Suga is too creepy to get another job. Suga seems entirely used to this kind of treatment.
It's not a big deal. He has friends here now, and he's happy. It doesn't matter what anyone else thinks of him.]
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[ yuuta’s not dumb enough to think that it’s “nothing”.
but he also knows that the last thing they need right now is to get caught fighting in public.
he gives an awkward wave as he’s dragged away, keeping his mouth shut and his gaze neutral until they’re in private. and once they are… ]
What is it? Are you feeling sick?
[ he knows very well that’s not it. but he might as well test the waters. ]
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[Of course he's not. Yuuta knows that. What is he playing at right now? Is he telling Suga not to make a big deal out of something he should have known was coming ages ago?
Suga settles in the chair at the museum's front desk, head in his hands. He can't look at Yuuta right now.]
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[ …???
yuuta stares at suga for a moment, his expression one of mild disbelief. part of him is screaming that the answer is obvious but… ]
I’ve only spoken to that guy once before. [ he laughs a little, forcing himself to sound lighthearted. ] You don’t have to be jealous you know.
[ … ] You know that, right?
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Please don't leave me.
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Please don't leave me, Yuuta... [Tears start to slip down his cheeks.]
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well… considering how this all started…
he bites his lip, trying to hold himself from saying something he might regret. ]
Koutarou. I was just talking to him because I wanted to talk to someone that didn’t look at me like I was some sort of curse. And if I get in a good standing with him, they might be able to put in a good word for me. And if the villagers like me, then they might like you better too. I’m doing this to…to… [ to help…? is this really helping? ] to help…you…
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...never mind. Forget I said anything.
[It's fine. It's fine if Yuuta lets other people flirt with him in front of him.
It's fine if he flirts back 'to help him', it's fine.]
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…
…You’re so dumb sometimes. [ he says it in a small voice, green eyes looking away. ] But I guess I am too.
[ with that, he turns away to leave…
to the kitchen. ]
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Suga retires to their room to curl up on the bed and try not to cry more.]
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he sighs, staring at his cup of tea. what an idiot. he’s such an idiot. something like this would never help anyone but yuuta himself. he’s so selfish. why does suga not kick him out?
he dumps the tea in the sink, and makes his way to the bedroom, as quiet as a mouse, sitting down on his side of the bed. ]
You really think I’ll leave you? Koutarou?
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...I don't really. You're a loyal person. I don't think you'd do something like that.
...But you should. You could find someone much better than me if you wanted to.
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he runs his fingers through suga’s hair, talking quietly. ]
If anyone needs to find someone better, it’s you. I told you before, right? In the jail cell. That you should forget about me. I’m a mess of a person—this is just proof of that.
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I don't want to. You make me happy, mess and all.
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[ … ]
I think you’re the only person who would say that after all that I did.
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And... you were trying to help. I'm sorry for getting upset at you.
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[ he sighs deeply. ]
No it’s…it’s my fault. I’m… not used to being disliked. I just… I wasn’t thinking, and I did something stupid and selfish. I’m sorry.
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[ he breathes out a sigh, laying down on the bed and pulling suga close. ]
I guess I just thought that I was the jealous one.
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What have I told you? It's fair if we both get to do it, right?
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[He tugs a little at the collar of Yuuta's shirt.
Honey Yuuta's left hickies on you hundreds of times.]
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[ c-ta looks at him with owlish eyes. clearly he doesn’t know what suga’s implying. ]
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dw out here not sending notifs
very rude
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