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[gemuinemanagement]

[Welcome to Azakawa.

It's a small village tucked away in the mountains. There's really nothing particularly notable about it, except maybe for the more spiritually sensitive who will hear the hate and resentment coming from the spirits of the forest if they get near. (But Suga will tell you not to get near.)

The museum is usually near-empty save for Suga and C-ta, and sometimes Pericles if he's visiting. Suga will foist glowstone charms off on anyone who visits - he has enough to spare and he's happy to finally be able to do something to protect his friends. You can read about the history of the village and the Kotori Obake.

Every now and then you'll overhear something unpleasant - like a village official telling Suga to give up on his superstitious nonsense and let the museum be torn down already, it's not his problem that Suga is too creepy to get another job. Suga seems entirely used to this kind of treatment.

It's not a big deal. He has friends here now, and he's happy. It doesn't matter what anyone else thinks of him.]

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[gemuinemanagement]

[Well that conversation went well and cleared up everybody's worries and fears, good job team.

Suga retires to their room to curl up on the bed and try not to cry more.]

[mearry]

[ yuuta almost expected suga to walk after him into the kitchen… but when he hears the footsteps walking away…

he sighs, staring at his cup of tea. what an idiot. he’s such an idiot. something like this would never help anyone but yuuta himself. he’s so selfish. why does suga not kick him out?

he dumps the tea in the sink, and makes his way to the bedroom, as quiet as a mouse, sitting down on his side of the bed. ]

You really think I’ll leave you? Koutarou?

[gemuinemanagement]

[Ah. Suga wipes at his eyes.]

...I don't really. You're a loyal person. I don't think you'd do something like that.

...But you should. You could find someone much better than me if you wanted to.

[mearry]

[ that’s a hard thing to dispute. seeing suga like this, yuuta knows he has to choose his words carefully. he has to avoid hurting him any more than he already hurt himself.

he runs his fingers through suga’s hair, talking quietly. ]

If anyone needs to find someone better, it’s you. I told you before, right? In the jail cell. That you should forget about me. I’m a mess of a person—this is just proof of that.

[gemuinemanagement]

[Suga closes his eyes, leaning into that gentle touch.]

I don't want to. You make me happy, mess and all.

[mearry]

…

[ … ]

I think you’re the only person who would say that after all that I did.

[gemuinemanagement]

You wanted to save yourself and your friends. I can't be mad about that.

And... you were trying to help. I'm sorry for getting upset at you.

[mearry]

Considering that you won’t even blame your actual murderers, I’m going to take that with a grain of rice…

[ he sighs deeply. ]

No it’s…it’s my fault. I’m… not used to being disliked. I just… I wasn’t thinking, and I did something stupid and selfish. I’m sorry.

1/2

[gemuinemanagement]

Well I'm not dating them, they're weird.

[gemuinemanagement]

It's not a bad thing to want to be liked. I do want you to make friends. Just... maybe not with people who hit on you in front of your boyfriend?

[mearry]

…That’s fair.

[ he breathes out a sigh, laying down on the bed and pulling suga close. ]

I guess I just thought that I was the jealous one.

[gemuinemanagement]

[Finally, Suga cracks a small smile.]

What have I told you? It's fair if we both get to do it, right?

[mearry]

Oho? What are you going to do about it then? Are you going to tell that guy to leave me alone? Show him that I’m yours and yours only?

[gemuinemanagement]

Can I? Is it okay if I...

[He tugs a little at the collar of Yuuta's shirt.

Honey Yuuta's left hickies on you hundreds of times.]

[mearry]

Eh?

[ c-ta looks at him with owlish eyes. clearly he doesn’t know what suga’s implying. ]

[gemuinemanagement]

...Can I leave a mark on you?

[He hasn't yet, because he still isn't sure if it'd be welcome.]

[mearry]

I-I mean-

[ yuuta stutters, taken aback by the straightforward question. there’s a bit of uncertainty regarding letting his guard down but… ]

I—if you want. I don’t mind…

[gemuinemanagement]

[Well, okay. He leans in to suck a light red mark on Yuuta's neck - unlike with Suga, his shirts aren't usually high enough to cover that.]

...All mine.

[mearry]

[ there’s a small noise from yuuta. he can’t observe the work, but from what he just felt he Knows that it’s going to be visible. ]

You’re kind of cute when you’re jealous, actually. [ he knows he shouldn’t encourage this, but there’s a lot of things he shouldn’t do. ] All yours.

[gemuinemanagement]

[...]

I don't like being jealous. It doesn't feel good.

[mearry]

[ …

he sighs. ]

No, it doesn’t feel good. It’s painful, isn’t it?

[gemuinemanagement]

It hurts. Thinking that someone else would be better than you... Thinking that maybe you'll be left behind, and worse, that maybe you should be left behind for the person you love's happiness.

dw out here not sending notifs

[mearry]

[ …

he runs his fingers through suga’s hair, wrapping an arm around him to pull him closer. he remembers that exact feeling all too well—it basically haunted him during their time apart. ]

I won’t leave you. I get to decide what makes me happy… and what makes me happy is being alive and with you.

very rude

[gemuinemanagement]

[Suga smiles, a little sadly, and kisses Yuuta's cheek.]

It's the same for me. So you never have to worry about that.

[mearry]

You know I worry a little too much about the wrong things.

[ he cups suga’s cheek with his palm. ]