Continuation for bandagedheart.

[thesettingsun]

[Very few people get this dressed up for a bar crawl. It looks like it'd be hell to wash, and the only reason you'd wear it out to the bar is an obsession with fashion.

So that's one clue about who this patron sitting at a table is, since he forgot to tell other-Dazai how to identify himself. As for him, when he sees Dazai come in with bandages visible on his arms, he makes an (incorrect) assumption that this is the injury that caused that text and thus this is Dazai.

Well, he's half right, at least.]

Dazai!

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[thesettingsun]

[So many things are wrong with them.]

I'd turn blue anyway. Spirits like me start to break down when we're close to death and get ink marks all over them, it's not pretty. And we get a little weird in the head, too, so I'd want something where I'd pass out before I got that close to dying.

What about poison?

[bandagedheart]

Ah. I had no idea!

[Ink marks? He’s kind of curious to see it now, but he’ll respect Shuji’s wishes.]

A fast acting one would be nice. We could share it through our mouths~

[Death is almost never pretty if it’s slow.]

As long as I get to die by your side~

[thesettingsun]

Sharing poison that way sounds even more romantic than double suicide on its own.

[why are these words that I am typing]

I'd be happy to die with you whenever you ask, Dazai-sama.

[bandagedheart]

I’m glad to hear it. But both of us still have things to do before we can die, Kitten.

[Look at Dazai not just immediately jumping into something. He’s grown a bit as a person, he thinks.]

Have you ever tried drowning? It’s never worked for me, obviously.

[thesettingsun]

Twice. The second try, double suicide with a mistress, was what finally let me die.

[He doesn't remember the scene clearly, but he knows what happened in the sort of objective way you get from reading an article about it.]

The first attempt... My partner died, but I survived.

[He carried the guilt from 'betraying' her by surviving for a long time.]

[bandagedheart]

I see.

[He remembers Odasaku dying in his arms, and how helpless he’d felt as he’d watched the light fade from his eyes.

Watching someone you care about die is nothing like watching an enemy die. He doesn’t ever want to experience it again.]

I’ve tried hanging too. I seem to be very hard to kill.

[thesettingsun]

I've tried that too.

[Without thinking about it, Shuji touches his neck. It's not the lace of the collar he's remembering, but rope.]

Trying and failing to die must be the fate of everyone named 'Dazai Osamu'.

[bandagedheart]

I suppose it is.

[Dazai pulls the collar aside and kisses Shuji’s neck gently.]

I love you, Shuji-kun. I’ve only ever loved one other person. At least, I believe I loved him.

[thesettingsun]

[The kiss to his skin chases all thoughts of rope away. Maybe that's what made Dazai kiss him there.]

I'm honored. I love you more than I've loved anyone else.

[There's no need to ask that man was who Dazai loved. Shuji already knows.]

[bandagedheart]

I’m glad...

[It looks like Dazai is passing out now, though he’s still breathing, so he’s not in any danger.

He won’t die just yet. He needs to stick around to commit a beautiful double suicide with his Kitten one day.]

[thesettingsun]

[Shuji recognizes the difference between someone falling asleep after taking a fuckton of drugs who'll wake up later and someone who won't. Dazai will be fine.

And so Shuji curls up at his side and falls asleep next to him, utterly content. His master is still breathing and said that he loves him. He couldn't be happier.]

[bandagedheart]

[The next morning Dazai wakes up to Shuji curled up beside him, and the sight brings a rare, genuine smile to his face. He ruffles Shuji’s hair, and while he should probably rest some more, he’d also woken up strangely aroused...

Well, he never did get to come last night.,.

He remembers Shuji saying that he wouldn’t mind being used to his sleep...

Dazai moves to curl up behind him, and luckily Shuji has fallen asleep bottomless last night, so he’s able to pull his cock out and slide it right between Shuji’s thighs. He wonders if his Kitten will wake up while he’s fucking him like this...]

[thesettingsun]

[Shuji's sleeping problems tend to keep him up late when he wants to go to sleep and then have him sleep later when he really should be getting up, conked out enough that it's hard to wake him easily.

So Dazai's cock sliding between Shuji's thighs gets him to stir a little bit and let out a distinctly pleasured sigh, but he isn't really awake just yet.]

[bandagedheart]

[For a minute he thinks that Shuji might just wake up, but he never does, and Dazai takes that pleasured sigh as a sign to continue. He rolls his hips, thrusting his cock between those supple thighs with a groan, and he adds to the experience by brushing Shuji’s hair away from his neck and sucking a bruise right above his pulse.]

[thesettingsun]

[There's a limit to what even Shuji can sleep through. When Dazai starts to leave a mark on him, Shuji's eyes flutter open. He takes in the situation - Dazai over him with his cock between his thighs - and responds as best he can while still half-asleep.]

Master, please, more...!

[He squeezes his thighs together a little more, making the warmth around Dazai's cock tighter.]

[bandagedheart]

Kitten...

[He’s not quite close yet, and he’d been planning to come just like this, but fucking Shuji’s ass sounds even better.

He slides his cock between Shuji’s asscheeks without pressing in, teasing him with the feeling.]

I want to fuck you. Get yourself ready for me.

[thesettingsun]

[The lube is handy, even if he fumbles with it for a second. He slides a slicked-up finger inside himself, making sure Dazai can see him stretching himself out.]

Wake me up like this as often as you like, Dazai-sama-

[Now that he's tried it, he only loves it even more.]

[bandagedheart]

Would you like that, Kitten?

[Dazai spreads a bit of lube over his length as he watches Shuji stretch himself out, hard as diamonds at the idea that he could take Shuji whenever he wanted.]

Would you like it if I fucked you in your sleep? Or sucked your cock until you came in my mouth?

[thesettingsun]

Yes, yes-

[A response to Dazai's questions, and also to the feeling of adding a second finger to make sure he's stretched enough to take in Dazai's cock.]

My body is always yours. Come in me when I'm still sleeping and I'll wake up full and happy.

[Realistically, he'll wake up before that, but he can dream.]

[bandagedheart]

I will.

[And then Shuji can use his tail plug to hold it inside.

Dazai loves watching Shuji fuck himself open like this, but he’s too impatient to sit back and watch any longer, and he moves Shuji’s hand out of the way before pulling his hips up until he’s face down, ass up.]

I’ll take you as many times as you want, Kitten.

[Dazai guides the tip of his cock to Shuji’s hole before gripping his hips and thrusting in balls deep.]

[thesettingsun]

[When Dazai thrusts in so suddenly and so deeply, the cry that leaves Shuji's lips is far more delight than it is discomfort.]

Dazai-sama- So good, it's so good-

[He tries to jerk towards Dazai, meeting Dazai's movements with his own to take him as deep as he can, so that he's overwhelmed by Dazai's body. More than he always is.]

[bandagedheart]

[Dazai echoes Shuji’s cries with grunts of his own as he starts pounding into him, nails digging into those hips hard enough to leave little half-Moon shapes in Shuji’s skin. He hasn’t fucked him quite this roughly in a while, and he’s enjoying every bit of it.

Especially the way Shuji bounces from the force.]

Tell me how blessed you are to get my cock like this. I want to hear you say it.

[thesettingsun]

[As much as Shuji enjoys it when Dazai is gentle with him, Dazai using him as roughly as he wants brings a different kind of ecstasy. He knows Dazai is taking pleasure from his body this way. How well Dazai's cock fills him up and spreads pleasure through his veins is almost too much.]

My god - my god, you've blessed me with your cock, there isn't anything more glorious - you're a generous god to fuck your undeserving servant this way-

[He's babbling a little, he knows, but it's hard to get his thoughts in order with Dazai pounding into him. It's a miracle he can even talk.

He can't move his hips much, so instead he squeezes around Dazai's cock.]

[bandagedheart]

[Dazai will gladly fuck Shuji as rough as he likes, as often as he likes, whenever he likes, because Shuji is his loyal, obedient pet, and how could he not reward him with the best gift of all?

He groans at the feeling of Shuji tightening around him, and while he normally doesn’t come so quickly, he’s far too into this to hold back. His thrusts are fast, deep, and rough, and the fact that he’s driving Shuji wild with it is enough to make his cock twitch inside of him.]

Come for me, Kitten. Come for your god.

[He’s sure that Shuji will do his best to obey.]

[thesettingsun]

[Of course he will. Being given permission to come is a pleasure in its own right, less pushing him over the edge and more catapulting over it.

He cries out, wordless but unmistakable in its ecstasy as he comes over his stomach and the sheets. He comes hard enough to white out his vision for a second, where nothing exists save the overwhelming pleasure and Dazai's cock inside of him.

If he somehow manages to think clearly again before Dazai has climaxed, he'll be squeezing around him again to encourage him to come deep inside him.]