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[Chuuya has spent the past month not letting Atsushi read any of his poetry.
This isn't typical for him. He often reads his poetry to Atsushi, asks if it flows well or if the images come across clearly. Even when he doesn't, he doesn't usually shoo Atsushi away if he stumbles upon him writing.
But for the past month, Chuuya hasn't shared any poetry and all, and when Atsushi finds him writing he'll immediately hide his paper before Atsushi can even get a glance and refuses to talk about what it is he's working on.
Tonight, Chuuya seems even more nervous.]
...Hey, Atsushi. Are you busy tonight?
This isn't typical for him. He often reads his poetry to Atsushi, asks if it flows well or if the images come across clearly. Even when he doesn't, he doesn't usually shoo Atsushi away if he stumbles upon him writing.
But for the past month, Chuuya hasn't shared any poetry and all, and when Atsushi finds him writing he'll immediately hide his paper before Atsushi can even get a glance and refuses to talk about what it is he's working on.
Tonight, Chuuya seems even more nervous.]
...Hey, Atsushi. Are you busy tonight?
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This is real. This is really happening.]
I want to be your husband. I want to spend the rest of my life with you.
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It's real!
Atsushi leans back as he wipes his eyes, though his tears are still rolling down his cheeks.]
Y-Yes! Yes! I want to be your husband and spend m-my life with y-you.
[He smiles as he hugs him again.]
I love you Chuuya. I-I'm not a poet so I can't put it into words, but I love you so much.
[He can't believe that it's actually happening. That he's going to be married, that someone wants to marry him, that Chuuya loves him so much that he wants to be his husband! Atsushi had some hope, but he never focused on it because he didn't want to get invested in it then it doesn't happen.
But it's real! It's real!
Atsushi is trying to stop his tears, though it's hard.]
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[Chuuya's not letting go of him. Not while he's crying, maybe not ever. They could just stay here in this moment.]
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How did he get someone so sweet? Who loves him so much?
How did he get a chance to be so happy with someone that he loves so much?
If it wasn't for Chuuya hugging him he would think it's a dream. It feels like one, one he doesn't want to wake up from. Atsushi manages to get out another 'I love you' in between his sobs. He'll calm down soon, but right now he's content leaning against Chuuya with his face pressed against his shoulder.]
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It's so strange for him to be the one supporting someone else. To be steady for someone. But no one has made him want to be a rock so badly as Atsushi.
Atsushi is his rock, and Chuuya will do the same for him. And anything he ever wants.]
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It helps to know that he can cry like this and Chuuya will help him. It nearly makes him tear up again, though not as bad as before.
He pulls back with a smile as he wipes his eyes.]
I-I didn't mean to cry so hard, I'm just so happy. I love you Chuuya and I want to be your husband too! Wait, is this why you wouldn't let me peak over your shoulder when you were writing recently?
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[It wasn't ready yet!]
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[Now he feels silly about worrying he did something wrong. Thinking back on it, it's funny to remember Chuuya being all flustered whenever Atsushi came around to see what he was working on. He leans forward to press a kiss on his cheek.]
Thank you! This is the sweetest poem ever! I've never been described in such a nice way before. I never considered my eyes to be a nice color either. They were called weird so I tried not to think about it.
[Honestly, he never thought his eyes would be used in a poem.]
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[Maybe even more so.]
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I really like your eyes too. I like everything about you I'm so happy we're engaged now.
[Atsushi happily squeezes his hand.] We're engaged now!
[He looks back at the poem again before looking over at Chuuya.] You like my hair too? Really?
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[Chuuya's going to use his free hand to play with Atsushi's hair right now, in fact.]
Everything about you is beautiful.
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Thank you, thank you for everything Chuuya. I'm so happy it almost feels like a dream. I never thought I could be this happy.
[He lets go of Chuuya's hand to wrap his arms around his waist and hug him.]
I'm happy that we can have more great times together.
[Still, he can't believe that he's getting married to such a great guy. Him! Take that headmaster! He did find someone to love him that wants to marry him too. Even if it makes his heart race from the thought of it.]
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[Chuuya kisses Atsushi's cheek, and then his lips, both soft and sweet.]
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I love you, Atsushi.