For ningen, yandasaku. Sorry Dazai.

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[Dazai's been following Akutagawa around a lot. He really does admire him, yeah? Always has.

It's fine to admire someone, but Odasaku isn't sure Dazai understands that Akutagawa isn't going to return his admiration. Akutagawa isn't going to be the one to make him happy. That's Odasaku. It's always been Odasaku.

Luckily, Odasaku is the master of sounding casual and relaxed when he doesn't feel relaxed at all.]

I heard Akutagawa talking about you.

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If ya don't wanna call it that, that's fine by me. I'm yers either way.

[It doesn't matter what they call it as long as he's Dazai's and Dazai is his.]

[ningen]

[This sure went from "life sucks and I miss being dead a little bit" to boyfriend territory pretty quick, but Dazai is the kind of guy to change quickly anyway, so... Yeah. A big smile, maybe a little shy at first, then he buries his face against Odasaku's neck. His voice is muffled, but he sounds happy enough.]

You can be my boyfriend.

[His fingers slide to clutch at the bottom hem of Odasaku's jacket. He's wanted, after all.]

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[Dazai's smile is beautiful. Oda would do anything for that smile.

He wraps his arms tightly around Dazai, grinning just as wide.]

I'll never get tired of hearin' that, for sure.

[ningen]

[Part of him wonders if Odasaku will want this tomorrow, still, or the day after... Really, how long would he put up with Dazai's antics? It's something Dazai questions immediately, but the thought of having something now that he honestly wanted so badly in life puts the thoughts on a much quieter level than they would be otherwise.]

Hey Odasaku? Can you tell me something? When did you decide you wanted to be my boyfriend, anyway?

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Prob'ly round the same time you were fallin' for me in that bar.

[He'd already been in love with Dazai before that, but that was when he decided that he wanted to date him. Even if it would have been impossible at that time.]

[ningen]

[Oh shit ooh shit oh shit he noticed that oh man why. Dazai's face burns a bit with embarrassment.]

That... long, huh? [He laughs nervously.] I thought you were looking down on me a little, sometimes.

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What've I got to look down on you for?

[?????? It's weird just thinking about it.]

[ningen]

[A short laugh escapes Dazai.]

It was all in my head, right? I thought you were so good... too good, you know?

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You've got a bad habit of puttin' yerself down. I better compliment you even more so it evens out.

[Or maybe he just likes saying nice things about Dazai and seeing if he can get him to blush.]

[ningen]

P...please.

[He'll be bold and admit it. He wants the compliments. He wants to hear words as sweet as honey coming from those lips, directed at him. No one else pays attention to him like this, and maybe he'll get to keep those words close for a long time.]

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Hmmmm, I could say a lotta things about you... Should I talk about how handsome you are, or about how great your writin' is, or your cute personality?

[Okay, now he's teasing Dazai a little, but he can't help it.]

[ningen]

Cute? Eh?

[He looks away for a moment. Gotta tsun.]

You can talk about my writing any time, though. Just like we used to. You could even be my fan!

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[He's happy to be Dazai's fan, but...]

That way ya get embarrassed when I call ya cute sure is cute~