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Ryudo Issei ([personal profile] unknownrival) wrote in [community profile] crowspace2012-07-23 08:49 pm
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[Open - Homestuck AU virus!]

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Let's talk about hate.

Let's suppose I hate someone very much. I could enact all manner of violence on this person and not be satisfied. I enjoy getting the better of them, and when I don't it drives me to to challenge them even more.

Classic hate.

The problem is that I am sure they think of me as insignificant dust, not worthy of anything close to a relationship. And for probably good reason - in wit and banter I can compete, but otherwise I'm not in a good position compared to them.

Your advice?
aquaticrush: Retasu sad. ([r] do i have enough emo icons?)

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[personal profile] aquaticrush 2012-07-24 01:27 pm (UTC)(link)
You seem to have a good chance to me. Although maybe I'm a bad judge of who's actually flirting and who's just being mean.
aquaticrush: Retasu's face shadowed, expressionless. ([r] one of these days i'll snap)

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[personal profile] aquaticrush 2012-07-24 01:36 pm (UTC)(link)
I wish we didn't have to be with someone. There's too much pressure if we fail. But I know you can have anyone you want! You're that kind of amazing person.

(Whereas Retasu has less than a sweep until the drones get her, but she's trying not to think about that.)
aquaticrush: Retasu dropping a tray. ([r] someone get a towel)

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[personal profile] aquaticrush 2012-07-24 01:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Issei-san, you have less time than I do! I don't think this is an effective use of... well, if you think it's a good idea.
aquaticrush: Little Retasu with a fish tail being shy. ([r] .3.)

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[personal profile] aquaticrush 2012-07-24 01:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, not really right now...
aquaticrush: Retasu has no idea what's going on. ([r] paniiiiiic)

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[personal profile] aquaticrush 2012-07-24 01:44 pm (UTC)(link)
You don't have to do something like that for my sake!
aquaticrush: Retasu sulking. ([r] my life hates me)

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[personal profile] aquaticrush 2012-07-24 01:49 pm (UTC)(link)
I still have some time! You don't have to worry about me when you should be worrying about yourself!
aquaticrush: Chibi Retasu worrying. ([r] but i fail at things)

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[personal profile] aquaticrush 2012-07-24 01:54 pm (UTC)(link)
I suppose we're even this time, then.
aquaticrush: Retasu sulking. ([r] my life hates me)

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[personal profile] aquaticrush 2012-07-24 01:56 pm (UTC)(link)
If you're sure. I just don't want to cause you trouble. But I know you'll have good luck with the person who's insulting you down in the other thread.
aquaticrush: Retasu drops a plate. ([r] two left fins)

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[personal profile] aquaticrush 2012-07-24 01:58 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm sure you will. You deserve a life with less worries.
aquaticrush: Retasu hesitantly smiling. ([r] a-are you sure that's safe)

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[personal profile] aquaticrush 2012-07-24 07:18 pm (UTC)(link)
I'll do my best. If you want to help me find somebody, you can, even if it's embarrassing and it takes up your time.
aquaticrush: Retasu drops a plate. ([r] two left fins)

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[personal profile] aquaticrush 2012-07-25 12:11 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you. If it doesn't work, maybe somebody on the community will take me in if I do things for them, so you don't need to worry that much, but... I already owe you so much, and now I owe you even more. So if there's ever anything you want or need, please just say so.
aquaticrush: Retasu happy but embarrassed with books. ([r] is this a good idea)

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[personal profile] aquaticrush 2012-07-25 12:26 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you so much. I'll do anything I can for you.

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