Call out one of the characters from my muselist with a starter, a prompt, a general 'hey can we do something with these characters' comment, a smoke signal, etc., and I'll get back to you with some kind of RP thread!
[ waver can’t even say that he doesn’t want that from dazai. for some strange reason, he’s grown to enjoy having dazai around. it’s different than the usual faces of his sister and gray— not that he was ever lonely in the first place!
he huffs, moving to sit on the couch. he looks away from dazai, trying to hide the way his cheeks turn red. ]
Well, I’d rather have you here than trying to do something stupid.
[ waver doesn't know what dazai would want to do to "thank him", but he doesn't want him to act like all of these are favors that need to be returned somehow. ]
I don't want you to...feel as if you owe me anything. If you want to do something....Do it because it really comes out of your heart.
waver is actually...visibly shocked. shocked and speechless over what just-- did he hear that right? he couldn't have heard that right. why would anyone feel that way about him, out of all people?
he gulps, and it's practically impossible for waver to hide his embarrassment. ]
[ even though the answer should be an easy yes, waver feels like it’s much more difficult than that for him. it’s been a long time since he’s shown this much vulnerability to someone else.
that’s why he’s said no all this time. because he’s scared. scared that he won’t be good enough, that daza won’t like him, etc. etc.
hesitantly, he takes the hand away from his face, and instead uses it to run his fingers through dazai’s red hair. ]
[Dazai knows it's harder for Waver than it is for him. It's why Waver sets the pace and Dazai goes along with it - he can't break the trust of someone he loves.
But when Waver finally gives him that yeah, Dazai lights up like the brightest of fireworks, before leaning in for a kiss. Slow and sweet and everything Waver deserves.
I love you. You're more than good enough and I won't regret this.]
[ waver sighs into the kiss, returning it with an uncharacteristic excitement in the pit of his stomach. he wants to trust dazai with this, with his whole body and soul.
the only reason waver actually pulls away is because has to catch his breath, looking away from dazai in embarrassment. just knowing that this is going to lead into sex...it makes this a lot more important for waver. ]
[Waver being embarrassed after affection isn't new, but this kiss in particular is entirely uncharted territory for them. Dazai's a little flushed too.]
One hundred percent sure. So if you're sure, and I'm sure, then there's nothing to worry about.
[He presses a soft kiss to the line of Waver's jaw, so helpfully presented to him by Waver looking away.]
[ waver feels a small surge of confidence when dazai assures him. in the back of his head, he finds it stupid that he would be worried in the first place-- it's dazai he's with.
however this...this feels so special to waver that he can't help but feel unsure of what to do in the first place. it's been so long, after all...
he'll let dazai take the lead. feeling his lips against his own jaw, waver breathes out a shaky sigh, tilting his head further in order to bare his jaw and neck for dazai. ]
[Dazai must have said and shown that he loves Waver a hundred times by now, but Waver being nervous is just like him. So Dazai will have to show it a hundred times more.
Dazai trails kisses down Waver's jaw and neck, covering his skin with affection until his shirt stops him from proceeding further.]
[Dazai is definitely unfair, especially when it comes to flattering Waver.
Grinning, he pulls Waver's shirt off over his head and tosses it aside. After making a show of looking Waver up and down...]
Yep, still gorgeous. Maybe even more so.
[And then he goes right back to laying kisses on Waver's skin. This time they trail from his collarbone down his chest, with Dazai pausing to flick his tongue over a nipple and see what reaction that gets.]
[ a shiver runs down waver's spine when dazai flicks his tongue over his nipple and even waver is surprised with himself when he hears the sound come out of his mouth.
immediately, he puts a hand over his mouth, trying to keep himself calm. like hell he's going to lose his composure so early. ]
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[ waver can’t even say that he doesn’t want that from dazai. for some strange reason, he’s grown to enjoy having dazai around. it’s different than the usual faces of his sister and gray— not that he was ever lonely in the first place!
he huffs, moving to sit on the couch. he looks away from dazai, trying to hide the way his cheeks turn red. ]
Well, I’d rather have you here than trying to do something stupid.
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I should thank you for taking such good care of me, sensei.
[thank him with sexual favors]
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[ because waver is shy and tsundere ]
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Thank you, Sensei. I'd never have made it this far without you.
[Surviving the castle, surviving his own poor decisions...]
You're too good to me ♥
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[ waver doesn't know what dazai would want to do to "thank him", but he doesn't want him to act like all of these are favors that need to be returned somehow. ]
I don't want you to...feel as if you owe me anything. If you want to do something....Do it because it really comes out of your heart.
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[But I guess Waver doesn't want that!]
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waver is actually...visibly shocked. shocked and speechless over what just-- did he hear that right? he couldn't have heard that right. why would anyone feel that way about him, out of all people?
he gulps, and it's practically impossible for waver to hide his embarrassment. ]
You-- you don't mean that.
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[Even if he's pretty sure Waver wanted him to say it literally never. Too late for that.]
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I'm not that special. Why...would you?
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[Not Ibuse-sensei, not Haruo-sensei, not even Akutagawa-sensei. His relationship with Waver is different and irreplaceable.
Dazai reaches out to take Waver's hand, and if Waver allows, kiss the back of it.]
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You’re so embarrassing....
[ and yet waver wouldn’t have him any other way. ]
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I gave you the less embarrassing option first. Now you're just going to have to hear how much I love you and want to make you feel amazing.
[suffer]
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[ waver’s going to.... cover his face with his free hand? that is how embarrassed he feels.
although he can’t help but feel a bit of nervousness, too. if dazai’s implying what waver thinks he’s implying, then... ]
You sure you want to do this?
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I should be the one asking you that.
[Dazai's been sure of it since they left the castle - no, since that trial. He just didn't want to rush Waver at all.]
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[ even though the answer should be an easy yes, waver feels like it’s much more difficult than that for him. it’s been a long time since he’s shown this much vulnerability to someone else.
that’s why he’s said no all this time. because he’s scared. scared that he won’t be good enough, that daza won’t like him, etc. etc.
hesitantly, he takes the hand away from his face, and instead uses it to run his fingers through dazai’s red hair. ]
Yeah. I... I want to.
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But when Waver finally gives him that yeah, Dazai lights up like the brightest of fireworks, before leaning in for a kiss. Slow and sweet and everything Waver deserves.
I love you. You're more than good enough and I won't regret this.]
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the only reason waver actually pulls away is because has to catch his breath, looking away from dazai in embarrassment. just knowing that this is going to lead into sex...it makes this a lot more important for waver. ]
Are you...sure about this?
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One hundred percent sure. So if you're sure, and I'm sure, then there's nothing to worry about.
[He presses a soft kiss to the line of Waver's jaw, so helpfully presented to him by Waver looking away.]
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however this...this feels so special to waver that he can't help but feel unsure of what to do in the first place. it's been so long, after all...
he'll let dazai take the lead. feeling his lips against his own jaw, waver breathes out a shaky sigh, tilting his head further in order to bare his jaw and neck for dazai. ]
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Dazai trails kisses down Waver's jaw and neck, covering his skin with affection until his shirt stops him from proceeding further.]
You're so gorgeous...
[Even in a T-shirt and boxers.]
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but this time it feels different. it feels more... special.
however, that doesn't mean that waver won't sass dazai for his questionable tastes. because, yes, liking him is worth questioning. ]
I'm wearing boxers and an over-sized T-shirt. Are you sure you want to say that?
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[There's nothing questionable about it. Dazai presses another kiss to Waver's throat.]
...but if you'll feel more gorgeous without the T-shirt, I don't mind taking it off you.
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[ but waver's smirking, so it's obvious that he liked the comment ]
I don't know. Why don't you see for yourself?
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Grinning, he pulls Waver's shirt off over his head and tosses it aside. After making a show of looking Waver up and down...]
Yep, still gorgeous. Maybe even more so.
[And then he goes right back to laying kisses on Waver's skin. This time they trail from his collarbone down his chest, with Dazai pausing to flick his tongue over a nipple and see what reaction that gets.]
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[ a shiver runs down waver's spine when dazai flicks his tongue over his nipple and even waver is surprised with himself when he hears the sound come out of his mouth.
immediately, he puts a hand over his mouth, trying to keep himself calm. like hell he's going to lose his composure so early. ]
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