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...will it help or just make things worse if I admit that my other reason for not wanting you to get a beard is that I like blowjobs too much.

[honesty is important in relationships...]

What?

[ oh. for a second, john looks like he's trying not to laugh. but then, wait, he was busy being offended here. he gives shuji's hand a squeeze, nudging his shoulder to his. ]

The heck? You could've said that in the first place.

Oh, give me a break.

[Shuji nudges John's shoulder back, pouting a bit.]

It's the holidays, aren't I supposed to be a little less thirsty than usual?

That how it is?

[ john's eyebrows raise a fraction. ]

Dunno, always thought it different. ... Then again, I've never been very... [ he pauses, bringing a hand up from beneath the warm confines of the blanket to scratch his chin. he's a believer, yes, and attends church when he can, but... what else. ] Anyway, because it's a holiday, you're meant to celebrate.

[A believer, but not particularly observant - Shuji gets that, existing in a nebulous Shinto-Buddhist-agnostic state.]

Oh, well if it's celebrating you want, we can do plenty of that. More than usual, even.

[this just in: Shuji still thirsty.]

Wow.

[ the tone says that john is impressed by this proclamation. ]

How's that gonna be? [ he think they're pretty active at that already, but if it's a possible challenge-- why not. seriously, this is just an embarrassing conversation: ] Twelve days of.. sexmas? That a thing?

[do they ever have conversations that aren't embarrassing]

It could be a thing. Well, if you aren't up for it, we can always do something more lowkey.

[It absolutely is a challenge.]

[ "well, if you aren't up for it," <--- playing john like a fiddle, 'grats ]

[ he pointedly bumps into shuji's side with a puff of breath. ]

Nope, I'm down. Let's do it.

[He knows his boyfriend so well.]

You know, I thought you'd say something like that.

[Pause.]

Do the twelve days of Christmas start on Christmas or...?

[ wasn't that just a completely unexpected outcome ]

[ john nods. ]

Yep. [ he turns his head so he can plant a tiny kiss to just below shuji's ear, then pulling away again. ] --Should start on Christmas day, end on the fifth of January.

Then I have a little time to prepare myself.

[...not that he's going to keep his hands off John before then, as he puts a revenge kiss on John's neck.]

[ mmm. with a contented hum, pleased with that kiss, john lifts his chin to allow shuji access should he decide for more. it's warm, and they're close, and his lips feel nice. ]

Yeah? What would you have planned, not like you gotta work out any. [ retrospec-inherited strength has its perks, assumedly. ]

[Being warm and close is indeed nice, and Shuji has no intentions of stopping cuddling anytime soon.]

Gifts are supposed to be surprises, aren't they?

Oh, yeah...

[ the "oh" more of a disappointed sigh. oh yeah. ]

[ -- he's excited, promise. ]

Well, you prepare and whatnot, I'll be doin' the same, so.

[...shoulderpat.]

I promise they'll be worth the wait.

Well...

[ he gives shuji's hand a squeeze. and he realizes he could still be snacking on a cookie, so he reaches over a surface nearby and grabs one. thankfully he thinks to finish that train of thought before taking a bite, ]

How 'bout stuff I can know? I got my... surprise gifts lined up, no worries, but anythin' else I should know 'bout that you've had your eye on?

[Snacking on a cookie is an inherently superior state of being to not snacking on a cookie.]

...It's not related to those particular surprise gifts, but does our window garden have any winter plants?

[Given that Shuji's particular stance is usually 'I know you love gardening and given that I may break it if I come near it from sheer incompetence, I will be supportive but not take part in the process', this question might be a bit surprising.]

Huh?

[ OwO what's this?

it is surprising, john's eyebrows jumping upward as he turns his head to peer at shuji. but he's not sure if his train of thought is correct, so— ]

You wanna try to garden?

[That response just makes Shuji embarrassed and begin to regret everything.]

...yeah. But, but I'm not promising I'll be any good at it! Don't get your hopes up too much!

[ oh! the wide, beaming smiling that spreads across john's face is anything but not getting his hopes up. that is, hopes that shuji will end up liking it. ]

Nah, they're up just the right amount. [ hehe. ] No worries, practice makes perfect and all, and you got me to ask if you got any questions, right?

[..]

To answer your first one, yeah. Few of 'em are winter plants.

[He has made so many mistakes, he knows just by looking at John... But he also isn't taking it back.]

Maybe you'll garden with me? While I'm practicing.

[ ... do you realize how happy you've made this man, shuji... ]

[ shuji gets an extra snug just for the invitation, impulsive in john's delight as it is. they're fairly warm tucked together under the blanket, but gosh, if john could be he'd be radiating actual sunlight. ]

Yeah, 'course! I'd love to do that.

[Not nearly as happy as John deserves.

Shuji snugs back, burying his face into John's shoulder.]

Me too. -Merry Christmas.

Merry Christmas, Shuji.

[ he could probably lay a big ol' kiss on him, but shuji feels comfortable there. so for now, he tucks their twined hands against his side, resting his cheek atop shuji's head. ]

[It's really too comfortable and warm to be wrapped up in John like this, there's no way he could do anything to disrupt it.

Shuji doesn't mean to, but he drifts off to sleep right there, still smiling.]

I will grow my own trees while you follow the moon

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