[Well, now Chuuya can definitely see how much Shuji's blushing, and how Shuji is having a hard time looking at him directly.]
I mean. I'm not trying to be weird about it or anything! I know what you said about you, and me, and I respect that and it's fine, I'm just really happy that you're okay and... everything...
[He's trying so hard to be considerate, but it's hard when the person you have a crush on calls you cute.]
[he's quiet for a moment, thinking about that-- ah, so that's the problem. he remembers that conversation, remembers trying to let shuji down as easy as possible, but it seems like he hasn't exactly gotten over that crush.
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Shuji. I- look, I appreciate that and all, but... you remember the rest of that talk, right?
[you know, the part where he said he doesn't mind hooking up anyway. a certain someone else fell through on his promises for one after all the monster fighting, so...]
I can't be your boyfriend or anything, but that doesn't mean we can't still have something, y'know.
[Chuuya doesn't want to date him, and Shuji knows that and that's okay. Chuuya said he'd hook up with him, and Shuji... Well.
It doesn't have to be dating. Chuuya likes him enough, and he thinks he's cute. And Shuji isn't so much attached to the idea of dating Chuuya as just - being with him in some way. Chuuya is amazing, and Shuji likes him. Hooking up isn't a consolation prize.
Shuji swallows. He's nervous for a hundred reasons, but - he pushes down his hesitation enough to lean in and peck a kiss onto the corner of Chuuya's lips.]
[good, so he can make a move without dying of embarrassment. chuuya wasn't entirely sure... it's encouraging as much as it is cute, and chuuya grins over at him as he tugs shuji back in.]
You don't have to be shy about it, you know.
[he doesn't kiss him properly, though, doesn't make a move at all aside from pulling shuji closer again. apparently chuuya wants him to make the first move again-- he's feeling him out a bit, seeing if he's comfortable enough to do it or if he'll have to guide him more.]
[Chuuya has never been shy in his life. Shuji's sure of that.
But Chuuya's obviously encouraging him to kiss him again, and so Shuji kisses him again, properly on the lips this time. Still soft, something resembling gentle and chaste, but definitely an Actual Kiss.]
[there's no immediate answer to that beyond a laugh muffled against shuji's mouth; yeah, he's right, chuuya's not exactly shy about what he wants for the most part.
the kiss makes that clear enough, before long. chuuya doesn't mind it being gentle, but it's been a long time since he had anything that was sweeter than it was pushy, chaste instead of driven by want. he lets himself enjoy that for a moment, but it's practically reflexive to push for more and up the intensity. he's not trying to deepen it just yet, but there's certainly more intent behind it when chuuya kisses back.]
[Shuji, for his part, doesn't mind deep and wanting - it's just hard for him to start things that way, especially when he's not 100% certain that this is actually happening and Chuuya wants it that way. A soft gasp escapes his lips before he meets Chuuya's intensity with his own.
He's blushing up to his ears. He can feel it from the heat in his face, but there's nothing to be done about that, and he doesn't really mind now.]
[he could easily keep going, but he thinks he may need to let shuji breathe before he pushes it too much further-- and besides, there's something else he should probably ask before he forgets himself and just moves forward like he's used to.
so he breaks the kiss, presses another brief one against shuji's lips, and leans back a bit, grinning at that blush.]
Jeez, if you're this red just from that much... what, does the rest of you blush, too?
[he has to tease a bit, okay. but-]
Hey. How much are you used to, anyway?
[he just sort of assumes shuji's probablt a virgin, but it's a possibility. doesn't mean he hasn't experimented a bit, either.]
[listen, to chuuya's credit he is at least trying not to sound too surprised at that...]
If you've only had sex with women, then just how far have you gone with guys, though. I just don't want to throw anything at you that you're not expecting, alright?
It's only partly freaking you out that I'm thinking about.
[but it's still good reassurance, and it nudges chuuya into continuing on as he speaks-- not to the point of taking off clothes? well, let's fix that. his hands go to shuji's shirt, unbuttoning it (or just pushing it up, if it doesn't have any buttons to mess with.]
Since it's your first time it might be easier if I let you take me, but honestly, I'm fine either way. We'll just take it slow if you want me to fuck you instead.
on the plus side this makes this a wonderful surprise
[Shuji will gladly pull his shirt off over his head once Chuuya starts pushing it up, and then goes to unbutton Chuuya's shirt as a counterattack. Chuuya's probably nicer to look at than him - Shuji's not scrawny, but there's not much muscle on him either.]
If it's fine either way, then I want you to fuck me.
[He really, really wants that, so much that it makes him heat up even more to just say it out loud.]
[that comes with a contemplative little hum, one that certainly sounds pleased-- the small grin it pulls from chuuya makes that perfectly clear. he shrugs off his shirt once it's unbuttoned, exposing pale skin and lean muscle; if the way his hands go right to shuji's skin is any indication though, he doesn't think shuji's a bad sight at all.]
Usually people go for the other way around, if I give them a choice.
[Even if Shuji isn't bad to look at, he's nothing compared to Chuuya - or at least that's his completely unbiased opinion. Every inch of pale skin Chuuya reveals, Shuji wants to get his hands or his mouth on.
So he doesn't hesitate to lean in to press kisses to Chuuya's neck and over his collarbone. Not hard enough to leave marks, that's rude for a hookup, but enough to be felt for sure.]
Mm, give them some credit. I think having me at all is a pretty damn good choice.
[it's hard not to feel a little more eager, when shuji sounds so into the idea; it sends a little rush of heat through chuuya, and of course those touches only encourage it.
he isn't used to the relative softness of it though. he's used to the graze of teeth, to marks sucked into his skin-- it's odd to him, how a lighter touch almost makes him feel more flushed, and there's a pleased little murmur from him before he interrupts those kisses to press a proper one to shuji's mouth, somewhat needier than before.]
[Shuji would agree with Chuuya that having Chuuya is objectively the best decision, but it's impossible to verbally agree while Chuuya is kissing him, and of course kissing him back is the number one priority.
He isn't ready to leave Chuuya's skin alone yet, though, so he trails his hands over Chuuya's chest and stomach, stroking, exploring. He wants to know exactly where Chuuya wants to be touched and commit every piece of information to memory so that if they do this again, he can Chuuya feel amazing.]
[honestly, there's nowhere to touch him that isn't good. he likes the attention a lot, likes having someone's hands on him-- he'll find that his chest is more sensitive and so are his sides, and the lower his hands go the harder chuuya kisses him.
one of his own hands is tangled in shuji's hair, fingers threaded into it and pulling gently; the other trails down his neck, one finger tracing around a nipple to see how shuji reacts, whether he should tease a bit more.]
[Shuji likes getting that reaction. He likes having his hair tugged and played with, and he really likes Chuuya's hand on his chest. It draws a whimper past his lips and into the kiss.
Shuji's pants are stylish but not exactly comfortable right now, and Shuji fumbles with the top button on them for a second before getting it undone. It's a tiny, tiny bit of relief.]
[the whimper's encouraging, and so is the fumbling with his pants-- chuuya breathes out a little laugh against shuji's mouth, fingers dropping to his pants to run teasingly along the waistband. he can get back to where he was in a minute.]
Little eager, huh? Why don't we go somewhere more comfortable.
[chuuya definitely doesn't mind couch sex and probably keeps supplies in the living room in case... but also he really wants to have room to have shuji spread out under him. when he gets up, it's pretty clear that shuji's not the only one ready for more.]
[Going somewhere more comfortable is an excellent idea, although Shuji would agree with basically anything Chuuya said right now. Shuji practically jumps to his feet.]
I-it's not a bad thing to be eager...
[How are you supposed to not be eager about having sex with Chuuya? Who could ever.]
chuuya leads him to the bedroom, where he has a futon with a few pillows and a couple blankets, a small nightstand, a bookshelf, and... not much else. he hasn't really decorated or put other furniture in here, it seems to mainly be a space to sleep.
not that he's leaving shuji too much time to look around. chuuya gets rid of his own pants before settling onto the blankets, gesturing for shuji to follow.]
C'mon. Take those off if you want... or you can just let me do it.
[As if Shuji's looking at anything but Chuuya now. His eyes don't leave Chuuya even while he's taking off his pants. They're left as a heap on the floor as Shuji sits in front of Chuuya.
He valiantly attempts to keep his gaze on Chuuya's face and not his dick.]
...Better?
[He's bright red, up to his ears and dusting the top of his shoulders.]
[shuji gets an approving look over before chuuya guides him onto his back, kneeling over him as he kisses at shuji's neck, just as he'd done to chuuya earlier. one arm props himself up, but the other trails down shuji's side, settling at his hip.]
Just relax, alright?
[that's murmured against his ear, just before a little nip at the lobe. chuuya's definitely a tease, sorry shuji.]
You can touch if you want. Do whatever sounds good to you.
[Everything sounds good, is the thing. He wouldn't even allow himself to fantasize about this, about Chuuya being on top of him and telling him you can touch if you want.
More whimpers escape his lips as Chuuya teases him, but he's determined not to be the only one making noises like that tonight. He trails his hands where Chuuya had liked it best before, low on his sides and on his chest, before gently stroking the insides of his thighs.
He doesn't mean to be a tease. He just wants to touch Chuuya everywhere, and he doesn't want to cut this encounter short.]
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[Well, now Chuuya can definitely see how much Shuji's blushing, and how Shuji is having a hard time looking at him directly.]
I mean. I'm not trying to be weird about it or anything! I know what you said about you, and me, and I respect that and it's fine, I'm just really happy that you're okay and... everything...
[He's trying so hard to be considerate, but it's hard when the person you have a crush on calls you cute.]
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Shuji. I- look, I appreciate that and all, but... you remember the rest of that talk, right?
[you know, the part where he said he doesn't mind hooking up anyway. a certain someone else fell through on his promises for one after all the monster fighting, so...]
I can't be your boyfriend or anything, but that doesn't mean we can't still have something, y'know.
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It doesn't have to be dating. Chuuya likes him enough, and he thinks he's cute. And Shuji isn't so much attached to the idea of dating Chuuya as just - being with him in some way. Chuuya is amazing, and Shuji likes him. Hooking up isn't a consolation prize.
Shuji swallows. He's nervous for a hundred reasons, but - he pushes down his hesitation enough to lean in and peck a kiss onto the corner of Chuuya's lips.]
...Okay.
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You don't have to be shy about it, you know.
[he doesn't kiss him properly, though, doesn't make a move at all aside from pulling shuji closer again. apparently chuuya wants him to make the first move again-- he's feeling him out a bit, seeing if he's comfortable enough to do it or if he'll have to guide him more.]
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[Chuuya has never been shy in his life. Shuji's sure of that.
But Chuuya's obviously encouraging him to kiss him again, and so Shuji kisses him again, properly on the lips this time. Still soft, something resembling gentle and chaste, but definitely an Actual Kiss.]
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the kiss makes that clear enough, before long. chuuya doesn't mind it being gentle, but it's been a long time since he had anything that was sweeter than it was pushy, chaste instead of driven by want. he lets himself enjoy that for a moment, but it's practically reflexive to push for more and up the intensity. he's not trying to deepen it just yet, but there's certainly more intent behind it when chuuya kisses back.]
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He's blushing up to his ears. He can feel it from the heat in his face, but there's nothing to be done about that, and he doesn't really mind now.]
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so he breaks the kiss, presses another brief one against shuji's lips, and leans back a bit, grinning at that blush.]
Jeez, if you're this red just from that much... what, does the rest of you blush, too?
[he has to tease a bit, okay. but-]
Hey. How much are you used to, anyway?
[he just sort of assumes shuji's probablt a virgin, but it's a possibility. doesn't mean he hasn't experimented a bit, either.]
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I-I've dated! Dated guys even! ...I've only had sex with girls before, but still...!
[He's not a virgin, Chuuya, come on. He can absolutely handle whatever Chuuya throws at him. (No, no he can't.)]
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[listen, to chuuya's credit he is at least trying not to sound too surprised at that...]
If you've only had sex with women, then just how far have you gone with guys, though. I just don't want to throw anything at you that you're not expecting, alright?
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A little past making out, but not to the point of taking off clothes.
You don't have to worry about freaking me out. [It's sweet that Chuuya's concerned, but Shuji doesn't think it's necessary right now.]
one day I'll make a tracker for non game threads so I stop finding them hella late
[but it's still good reassurance, and it nudges chuuya into continuing on as he speaks-- not to the point of taking off clothes? well, let's fix that. his hands go to shuji's shirt, unbuttoning it (or just pushing it up, if it doesn't have any buttons to mess with.]
Since it's your first time it might be easier if I let you take me, but honestly, I'm fine either way. We'll just take it slow if you want me to fuck you instead.
on the plus side this makes this a wonderful surprise
If it's fine either way, then I want you to fuck me.
[He really, really wants that, so much that it makes him heat up even more to just say it out loud.]
SURPRISE it's smut
[that comes with a contemplative little hum, one that certainly sounds pleased-- the small grin it pulls from chuuya makes that perfectly clear. he shrugs off his shirt once it's unbuttoned, exposing pale skin and lean muscle; if the way his hands go right to shuji's skin is any indication though, he doesn't think shuji's a bad sight at all.]
Usually people go for the other way around, if I give them a choice.
the best surprise!
[Even if Shuji isn't bad to look at, he's nothing compared to Chuuya - or at least that's his completely unbiased opinion. Every inch of pale skin Chuuya reveals, Shuji wants to get his hands or his mouth on.
So he doesn't hesitate to lean in to press kisses to Chuuya's neck and over his collarbone. Not hard enough to leave marks, that's rude for a hookup, but enough to be felt for sure.]
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[it's hard not to feel a little more eager, when shuji sounds so into the idea; it sends a little rush of heat through chuuya, and of course those touches only encourage it.
he isn't used to the relative softness of it though. he's used to the graze of teeth, to marks sucked into his skin-- it's odd to him, how a lighter touch almost makes him feel more flushed, and there's a pleased little murmur from him before he interrupts those kisses to press a proper one to shuji's mouth, somewhat needier than before.]
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He isn't ready to leave Chuuya's skin alone yet, though, so he trails his hands over Chuuya's chest and stomach, stroking, exploring. He wants to know exactly where Chuuya wants to be touched and commit every piece of information to memory so that if they do this again, he can Chuuya feel amazing.]
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one of his own hands is tangled in shuji's hair, fingers threaded into it and pulling gently; the other trails down his neck, one finger tracing around a nipple to see how shuji reacts, whether he should tease a bit more.]
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Shuji's pants are stylish but not exactly comfortable right now, and Shuji fumbles with the top button on them for a second before getting it undone. It's a tiny, tiny bit of relief.]
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Little eager, huh? Why don't we go somewhere more comfortable.
[chuuya definitely doesn't mind couch sex and probably keeps supplies in the living room in case... but also he really wants to have room to have shuji spread out under him. when he gets up, it's pretty clear that shuji's not the only one ready for more.]
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I-it's not a bad thing to be eager...
[How are you supposed to not be eager about having sex with Chuuya? Who could ever.]
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[it's attractive, it's fine!
chuuya leads him to the bedroom, where he has a futon with a few pillows and a couple blankets, a small nightstand, a bookshelf, and... not much else. he hasn't really decorated or put other furniture in here, it seems to mainly be a space to sleep.
not that he's leaving shuji too much time to look around. chuuya gets rid of his own pants before settling onto the blankets, gesturing for shuji to follow.]
C'mon. Take those off if you want... or you can just let me do it.
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He valiantly attempts to keep his gaze on Chuuya's face and not his dick.]
...Better?
[He's bright red, up to his ears and dusting the top of his shoulders.]
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[shuji gets an approving look over before chuuya guides him onto his back, kneeling over him as he kisses at shuji's neck, just as he'd done to chuuya earlier. one arm props himself up, but the other trails down shuji's side, settling at his hip.]
Just relax, alright?
[that's murmured against his ear, just before a little nip at the lobe. chuuya's definitely a tease, sorry shuji.]
You can touch if you want. Do whatever sounds good to you.
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More whimpers escape his lips as Chuuya teases him, but he's determined not to be the only one making noises like that tonight. He trails his hands where Chuuya had liked it best before, low on his sides and on his chest, before gently stroking the insides of his thighs.
He doesn't mean to be a tease. He just wants to touch Chuuya everywhere, and he doesn't want to cut this encounter short.]
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