[That moan isn't meant to be an answer, although it could very well serve as one.
Shuji's back arches as Chuuya keeps kissing him. He rubs circles on Chuuya's thighs, before finally working up the nerve to hook his thumbs in the band of Chuuya's underwear and pull downward.
...Don't mind him licking his lips when he finally gets that last piece of clothing out of the way. Involuntary reaction, totally meaningless.]
[that's definitely a good sign-- every move that shuji makes on his own makes chuuya more certain this was a good idea. sure, he doesn't mind even when he does have to do everything, but in those cases he doesn't always come back for more.
this, he's pretty sure, will be different, especially with the way shuji reacts to having him stripped down. chuuya leaves his choker on, though; he knows it contrasts his bare skin well enough, it looks good on him. shuji can remove it if he wants, though.
he hums a pleased sound against shuji's skin before returning the favor, tugging his underwear off a little slower than really necessary, then leaning back to get a good look at him.]
Mm. Your fashion sense is good, but you look even better without the clothes, you know?
[The choker can stay on - it looks good on Chuuya and isn't in the way of Shuji getting his hands and mouth on him, so it's fine.
Not that Shuji is thinking that coherently after Chuuya compliments him like that. What do you even say to your crush telling you you look better without clothes?]
Th-thank you- I, um...
[He's normally better at words than this, honest.
Words are definitely not coming and he has better things to do with his mouth anyway. He leans in to kiss Chuuya again, deep and needy, and at the same time he reaches down between them to give Chuuya a few hesitant strokes.]
[he can't help the laugh muffled into the kiss; shuji is endearing, really. it's a very different type of encounter than usual. just in case making chuuya laugh worries him, though, chuuya's sure to return that kiss with plenty of need of his own, tongue twining expertly against his partner's-- and when the kiss breaks, it's with a soft moan at shuji's touch. that's good, definitely more of that.]
Don't worry about what you say too much.
[murmured against his lips, between shorter kisses, as chuuya shifts and guides shuji's hand to wrap around both of them together. can't let one of them go neglected.]
Just let it come out.
[spontaneous is always hotter than anything forced.]
[Chuuya always knows what to do to settle his nerves. Shuji can't help but groan when Chuuya guides him to stroke both of them together - he'd almost forgotten how much he was aching, too occupied by how gorgeous Chuuya is and how much he wants to touch him.
But as for spontaneous...]
I want, I need to get my mouth on you - can I? Please?
[As if this were some selfish desire he was asking Chuuya to indulge him in, instead of an offering of a blowjob.]
[that's absolutely more than chuuya expected, and yeah, there's no way he can turn down an offer like that. the thought sends a shiver through him that shuji can likely feel, and chuuya presses another insistent kiss to his mouth.]
You don't have to ask for that.
[but the fact that he does is a turn-on in its own way.]
[If he'd had any doubts about what he wanted - which he didn't - they'd be gone the moment he felt the effect his words had on Chuuya. He smiles into the kiss, practically giddy.]
Okay, then... Sit back?
[As hot as Chuuya is when he's over him, it's not a great position for what he wants to do.]
[chuuya complies easily enough, leaving one more kiss before he pulls away; he gathers a few pillows to lean back against and settles in, lounging on the blankets and giving himself a couple slow, lazy strokes while he waits for shuji to follow.
he's shameless, okay.]
Just take it nice and slow, yeah? Don't get overeager, that's the best way to end up choking.
[That is absolutely the voice of experience, and Shuji appreciates it. He follows on hands and knees, very much appreciating the view of Chuuya stroking himself while he has it.
Which isn't that long, since once he reaches Chuuya he's replacing Chuuya's hand with his own to steady him. He leans in and takes a long lick over the head.
The taste doesn't put him off at all, and that first lick is soon followed by more around and over the head, trying to find out what Chuuya likes the most through trial and error.]
[chuuya's hand finds its way to shuji's hair, stroking over it encouragingly. it's been way too long since he had this, he tends to give more than receive, so shuji will definitely find that what chuuya likes is: everything.
it's easy to tell when he hits an especially sensitive spot though, or when he moves his tongue just right-- chuuya's fingers thread tighter into his hair, a soft groan slipping out.]
[Shuji likes having his hair played with, as Chuuya probably already knows. He also very much likes making Chuuya groan like that, and every time he does it gets a pleased hum from Shuji.
He repeats the motions Chuuya liked the most a few times before daring to try something else. He wraps his lips around the very tip - it's not enough to choke him, barely even in his mouth, but he's careful about keeping his teeth away from sensitive skin as he sucks.]
[that's even better, and it earns a gasp from him as chuuya tugs a little harder at shuji's hair. he smooths his hand over the spot a moment later, with just the lightest trace of his nails as his fingers comb through.]
Just like that. Get too good at this and you're gonna get me off before I can fuck you, y'know--
[he feels confident enough in committing to that already; this has already gone well, so why not?
he pets shuji's hair one more time-- still a good job, even if they're moving on-- before he reaches over to the nightstand, fishing around in a drawer and muttering to himself.]
Not the flavored stuff... not that either... shit, where'd it-- there we go.
[chuuya finally produces the lube and pulls out a condom as well, glancing back to shuji.]
[Chuuya's more experienced, and also far less likely to get impatient and insist that he's ready when he's not. Shuji knows himself well enough to know that.]
[honest answer: two, the regular stuff and some of the flavored kind he's never really bothered trying. probably a gag gift. he's not volunteering an answer on what else is in the sex drawer just yet.
there are more important things, anyway! he guides shuji back onto his back, uncapping the lube and slicking his fingers.]
It might be uncomfortable, alright? Just... try to relax and tell me if it's too much.
[and he'll start nice and easy, gently easing one finger into him to start with.]
[He doesn't want to tell Shuji about all the plugs and vibrators he had to shuffle out of the way to find the normal lube?
Shuji does feel a tinge of nervousness, but he trusts Chuuya not to hurt him, and that helps him to stay relaxed. The discomfort when Chuuya eases the first finger in is just that, discomfort. A weird feeling, it's always a little weird, but not painful.
Also, Chuuya looks super hot over him, goddamn.]
It'll be fine. I, um, might not be totally unfamiliar with this part...
[Just because he hasn't had sex with a guy doesn't mean he hasn't thought about it.]
[he just figures it's best to stay vanilla at first, the rest can come later...
chuuya grins a bit at that answer, though, sliding that finger in and out.]
So you've tried it before, huh? How far'd you manage to get?
[and, because he is nothing if not 1. a tease and 2. a bit egotistical at times, chuuya leans in there, pressing a little kiss to shuji's neck as he murmurs-]
[well it's not the sexy answer, but it is an endearing answer, and chuuya chuckles against his skin before pressing another kiss there, sucking lightly at the spot.]
Will you next time, though?
[if shuji's not totally inexperienced here-- yeah, he'll go ahead and add a second, still keeping his movements slow and steady to ensure shuji can handle it.]
[It's a moaned answer to the question, to Chuuya's lips on him, to the feeling of Chuuya stretching him out more and more so that he can fuck him. It's a lot of things, but mostly it's a moan.
The discomfort isn't too bad, but it'd help to have something to hold onto...
Shuji shifts just enough that he can wrap his arms around Chuuya and pull him closer to him.]
[focusing on that makes it easier to ignore the little flush of warmth from shuji reaching for him like this, from that previous answer. it's better to stay focused on the sex. that's what this is all about in the first place.
he shifts his fingers more intently as he continues, spreading apart to stretch him further.]
I want you to think about this even when I'm not there-
[Somehow, Chuuya's reassurance doesn't make Shuji much more patient. But there's not much he can do about it, except try to rock further on Chuuya's fingers in an attempt to speed up the stretching process even a tiny bit.]
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[That moan isn't meant to be an answer, although it could very well serve as one.
Shuji's back arches as Chuuya keeps kissing him. He rubs circles on Chuuya's thighs, before finally working up the nerve to hook his thumbs in the band of Chuuya's underwear and pull downward.
...Don't mind him licking his lips when he finally gets that last piece of clothing out of the way. Involuntary reaction, totally meaningless.]
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this, he's pretty sure, will be different, especially with the way shuji reacts to having him stripped down. chuuya leaves his choker on, though; he knows it contrasts his bare skin well enough, it looks good on him. shuji can remove it if he wants, though.
he hums a pleased sound against shuji's skin before returning the favor, tugging his underwear off a little slower than really necessary, then leaning back to get a good look at him.]
Mm. Your fashion sense is good, but you look even better without the clothes, you know?
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Not that Shuji is thinking that coherently after Chuuya compliments him like that. What do you even say to your crush telling you you look better without clothes?]
Th-thank you- I, um...
[He's normally better at words than this, honest.
Words are definitely not coming and he has better things to do with his mouth anyway. He leans in to kiss Chuuya again, deep and needy, and at the same time he reaches down between them to give Chuuya a few hesitant strokes.]
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Don't worry about what you say too much.
[murmured against his lips, between shorter kisses, as chuuya shifts and guides shuji's hand to wrap around both of them together. can't let one of them go neglected.]
Just let it come out.
[spontaneous is always hotter than anything forced.]
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But as for spontaneous...]
I want, I need to get my mouth on you - can I? Please?
[As if this were some selfish desire he was asking Chuuya to indulge him in, instead of an offering of a blowjob.]
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[that's absolutely more than chuuya expected, and yeah, there's no way he can turn down an offer like that. the thought sends a shiver through him that shuji can likely feel, and chuuya presses another insistent kiss to his mouth.]
You don't have to ask for that.
[but the fact that he does is a turn-on in its own way.]
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Okay, then... Sit back?
[As hot as Chuuya is when he's over him, it's not a great position for what he wants to do.]
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he's shameless, okay.]
Just take it nice and slow, yeah? Don't get overeager, that's the best way to end up choking.
[that is maybe the voice of experience.]
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Which isn't that long, since once he reaches Chuuya he's replacing Chuuya's hand with his own to steady him. He leans in and takes a long lick over the head.
The taste doesn't put him off at all, and that first lick is soon followed by more around and over the head, trying to find out what Chuuya likes the most through trial and error.]
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[chuuya's hand finds its way to shuji's hair, stroking over it encouragingly. it's been way too long since he had this, he tends to give more than receive, so shuji will definitely find that what chuuya likes is: everything.
it's easy to tell when he hits an especially sensitive spot though, or when he moves his tongue just right-- chuuya's fingers thread tighter into his hair, a soft groan slipping out.]
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He repeats the motions Chuuya liked the most a few times before daring to try something else. He wraps his lips around the very tip - it's not enough to choke him, barely even in his mouth, but he's careful about keeping his teeth away from sensitive skin as he sucks.]
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[that's even better, and it earns a gasp from him as chuuya tugs a little harder at shuji's hair. he smooths his hand over the spot a moment later, with just the lightest trace of his nails as his fingers comb through.]
Just like that. Get too good at this and you're gonna get me off before I can fuck you, y'know--
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Maybe next time.
[Because getting him off with just his mouth sounds pretty great and he does want that at some point, but he still wants Chuuya to fuck him today.]
Where do you keep your lube?
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[he feels confident enough in committing to that already; this has already gone well, so why not?
he pets shuji's hair one more time-- still a good job, even if they're moving on-- before he reaches over to the nightstand, fishing around in a drawer and muttering to himself.]
Not the flavored stuff... not that either... shit, where'd it-- there we go.
[chuuya finally produces the lube and pulls out a condom as well, glancing back to shuji.]
Want to do it yourself, or...?
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[Chuuya's more experienced, and also far less likely to get impatient and insist that he's ready when he's not. Shuji knows himself well enough to know that.]
...How many kinds of lube do you have?
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[honest answer: two, the regular stuff and some of the flavored kind he's never really bothered trying. probably a gag gift. he's not volunteering an answer on what else is in the sex drawer just yet.
there are more important things, anyway! he guides shuji back onto his back, uncapping the lube and slicking his fingers.]
It might be uncomfortable, alright? Just... try to relax and tell me if it's too much.
[and he'll start nice and easy, gently easing one finger into him to start with.]
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Shuji does feel a tinge of nervousness, but he trusts Chuuya not to hurt him, and that helps him to stay relaxed. The discomfort when Chuuya eases the first finger in is just that, discomfort. A weird feeling, it's always a little weird, but not painful.
Also, Chuuya looks super hot over him, goddamn.]
It'll be fine. I, um, might not be totally unfamiliar with this part...
[Just because he hasn't had sex with a guy doesn't mean he hasn't thought about it.]
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chuuya grins a bit at that answer, though, sliding that finger in and out.]
So you've tried it before, huh? How far'd you manage to get?
[and, because he is nothing if not 1. a tease and 2. a bit egotistical at times, chuuya leans in there, pressing a little kiss to shuji's neck as he murmurs-]
Ever think about me?
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Once or twice - I try not to, it feels weird to think about someone who's not, ah, into me that way...
[And they weren't hooking up then. Chuuya might not have even realized Shuji was into him back then.]
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Will you next time, though?
[if shuji's not totally inexperienced here-- yeah, he'll go ahead and add a second, still keeping his movements slow and steady to ensure shuji can handle it.]
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[It's a moaned answer to the question, to Chuuya's lips on him, to the feeling of Chuuya stretching him out more and more so that he can fuck him. It's a lot of things, but mostly it's a moan.
The discomfort isn't too bad, but it'd help to have something to hold onto...
Shuji shifts just enough that he can wrap his arms around Chuuya and pull him closer to him.]
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[focusing on that makes it easier to ignore the little flush of warmth from shuji reaching for him like this, from that previous answer. it's better to stay focused on the sex. that's what this is all about in the first place.
he shifts his fingers more intently as he continues, spreading apart to stretch him further.]
I want you to think about this even when I'm not there-
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Shuji presses his face into Chuuya's shoulder and nods weakly. His nails bite into Chuuya's back, only a little.]
Please... Please fuck me?
[As he'd expected of himself, he's impatient with the preparation. In his defense, Chuuya is being Chuuya.]
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[damned if hearing shuji beg doesn't make chuuya all the more eager to give him what he wants-- but he doesn't withdraw his fingers yet.]
-just not yet.
[yeah, he knows he's impatient. chuuya's the same way, most of the time; he's going to make sure shuji's ready before he takes this further, though.]
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