I guess. Just... it's like I told someone else. I feel like that's the only thing I have. Other people can be with ten, fifteen people and still have all kinds of people falling in love with them, but that's because they're special.
Even if there are people better than you in one particular area - and there always are - they're worse than you in others. It's the combination of all your traits that make you yourself.
I thought I'd found things I was good at -- fighting, baking, studying -- but either it wasn't enough or it didn't matter. Maybe I think too much about this.
Not really. I kind of have a history of being passed over. I mean, one time someone actually sort of asked me out -- I think? That's what "hook up" means, right? Going somewhere? -- and I sort of felt like I owed it to him even though I thought it was scary. But when I said that, I got yelled at because I "don't owe anyone wanting them", even if I can't be with someone I really want. It's all confusing.
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...I really bruised the bananas, didn't I?
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[Maybe not the condoms. She's too embarrassed to go buy more of those.]
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[Useful = lovable.]
...Um, so about that song in the dare, do I need to know what a... never mind.
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I'm sorry. Um... how much else is there that's important to know? This is embarrassing, but I really want to do it right so I don't look dumb.
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...Kidding.
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pleasedon'tkillanyone
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