Call Me Out v. 6.0

[misheard]

Pick someone from my muselist. Start a thread with them. Etc.

(Edited because this code literally would not load in my email browser and that's super annoying.)

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[angelchild]

But what else can I do?

[shiphated]

There's something you can do. Do you have people you love? Even if you're supposed to hate humans?

[angelchild]

...I have a brother.

[shiphated]

They're not all bad. Even if you've spent your whole life thinking they were, seeing how shallow they can be and the bad things they do without thinking. You've also seen and lived the good things.

[angelchild]

...As long as I've been alive, the world's been in chaos. I don't want that.

[shiphated]

It's always in chaos. That's not always bad, compared to what others want.

[angelchild]

Isn't peace better?

[shiphated]

Peace is one thing, but those who tell you that life is too chaotic usually don't want that. They want order. Their way.

[angelchild]

Order is still better than chaos.

[shiphated]

Neither is too good when it comes to people who want to tear the world apart with them.

[angelchild]

Won't that be an improvement?

[shiphated]

I thought that.

[angelchild]

Why did you change your mind?

[shiphated]

Because one person was nice to me for my sake.

[angelchild]

That's all?

[shiphated]

I thought for a while, "She's just like all the others, the fangirls who only care that a person acts perfect." But she actually cared about what I wanted. And then I decided, "Okay, there's only one good human." But because there was one, and because she cared about so many others, I started to wonder if maybe more of them were worth it.

[angelchild]

...that makes a little sense.

[One means the possibility of more than one.]

[shiphated]

I'm not going to tell you how to feel. Enough people already are. But think about it.

[angelchild]

...thank you...

[shiphated]

It's hard. You might think only you can know what you're feeling and that you can't trust anyone. There are good patches out there.

[angelchild]

I trust Father.

[Even though he shouldn't.]

[shiphated]

Why?

[angelchild]

...You're supposed to.

[shiphated]

You are. But sometimes that's not the best thing, so you need to decide that for yourself. My parents only wanted me to be the flawless trophy child -- they don't care beyond that.

[angelchild]

...I'm sure Father cares about me. He definitely does.