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( I HAVE..... literally no idea but either Double Dazai or BSD!Dazai and Bunaru!Chuuya pick your poison I'm just here to Thirst ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ )
[So the whole Moonblessed thing is weird. Not as weird as there being another Dazai who knows a different Chuuya - and he can't even bully this one, what the hell? - but pretty weird. Not awful, although he'll never stop being an easy target with his hair trigger temper.
Chuuya's gotten saddled with an Iris moonblessing. It's a mixed bag. On one hand, sometimes it makes him feel peaceful. He hasn't felt actually peaceful in years.
On the other hand, going into heat. Drinking to make the feelings go away - what he does with all his feelings, naturally - doesn't work.
Swallowing his pride is difficult, but trying to tough this out is impossible. Which is why he sends Dazai a text.]
Iris moon is being a pain
moonlace with me
[Asking nicely is not his strong suit.]
Chuuya's gotten saddled with an Iris moonblessing. It's a mixed bag. On one hand, sometimes it makes him feel peaceful. He hasn't felt actually peaceful in years.
On the other hand, going into heat. Drinking to make the feelings go away - what he does with all his feelings, naturally - doesn't work.
Swallowing his pride is difficult, but trying to tough this out is impossible. Which is why he sends Dazai a text.]
Iris moon is being a pain
moonlace with me
[Asking nicely is not his strong suit.]
{ooc; gimme buggy roommate pls. prisma setting after a long time has passed? not sure for any specific prompts tho}
And why exactly should I moonlace with you, Chuuya-kun?
[ While it's definitely strange that there's a completely different Chuuya here, the fact that he's not asking nicely is enough for Dazai himself to want to bully. ]
[ While it's definitely strange that there's a completely different Chuuya here, the fact that he's not asking nicely is enough for Dazai himself to want to bully. ]
[They'd remained on Prismatica longer than Grimm had expected. It was troubling to be away from his child for so long, but on the other hand - watching Lobco fight against her fears and flourish was a reward well worth the wait.
Now she doesn't flinch away from his outstretched hand, and hugs happen frequently. They have even kissed. On the mouth!
But this...]
If you're certain that you want to do this, then I would be honored. But please don't force yourself.
[He knows a little of her trauma, just enough to appreciate how difficult it must be to even ask if he wants to have sex.]
Now she doesn't flinch away from his outstretched hand, and hugs happen frequently. They have even kissed. On the mouth!
But this...]
If you're certain that you want to do this, then I would be honored. But please don't force yourself.
[He knows a little of her trauma, just enough to appreciate how difficult it must be to even ask if he wants to have sex.]
[No Chuuya has ever asked nicely in their lives.
One answer is 'because I'm suffering and I want to at least throw myself at someone I know instead of just anyone', but let's be realistic: Chuuya's not going to ask Dazai to do something because it's a good thing to do. That won't work on either of them.]
because I'll blow you
One answer is 'because I'm suffering and I want to at least throw myself at someone I know instead of just anyone', but let's be realistic: Chuuya's not going to ask Dazai to do something because it's a good thing to do. That won't work on either of them.]
because I'll blow you
I am. [She absolutely was. Certainly she was still nervous, but it was a natural nervousness sprung from worries about performing---not of that deep rooted, blinding fear.
When she looked at Grimm. She saw Grimm. When she touched Grimm or was touched by him, it was Grimm that she felt. He'd become a friend, a pillar, and a love all in and for the first time ever, she didn't feel ashamed of her more physical desires.
It had taken her a long for her to work up the courage to finally ask him and she gently squeezed his hands.]
With you. With you I'm comfortable. I feel at peace and... [Her cheeks color a little.]
I want you.
When she looked at Grimm. She saw Grimm. When she touched Grimm or was touched by him, it was Grimm that she felt. He'd become a friend, a pillar, and a love all in and for the first time ever, she didn't feel ashamed of her more physical desires.
It had taken her a long for her to work up the courage to finally ask him and she gently squeezed his hands.]
With you. With you I'm comfortable. I feel at peace and... [Her cheeks color a little.]
I want you.
[In the face of that bravery, what is there to do but smile and nod? He lifts one of her hands to kiss the back of it.]
I feel the same.
[Allowing himself to want things is a foreign experience, but as long as they want the same... then surely there isn't any harm in indulging.]
I feel the same.
[Allowing himself to want things is a foreign experience, but as long as they want the same... then surely there isn't any harm in indulging.]
[Ah!...such a gentleman. It makes the color in her cheeks deepen. Those tiny gestures meant so much to Lobco; such sweet and considerate affection, things that made her feel truly loved. Yet strangely over time they had also been what made her crave more.
Her smile was a bashful but happy one and she closes the distance between them to hug him tightly. To know that the feeling was mutual was a relieving one--a part of her had been afraid that if that had not been the case he might go along with it for her sake, but fortunately that wasn't an issue they would need to deal with. Most surprisingly was the fact that she believed him with ease when he said that; too often her self loathing still proved an obstacle to her happiness, but step by step she was getting there.
She owed a lot of gratitude to Grimm for being there to hold her hand throughout that journey, both metaphorically and literally.]
Her smile was a bashful but happy one and she closes the distance between them to hug him tightly. To know that the feeling was mutual was a relieving one--a part of her had been afraid that if that had not been the case he might go along with it for her sake, but fortunately that wasn't an issue they would need to deal with. Most surprisingly was the fact that she believed him with ease when he said that; too often her self loathing still proved an obstacle to her happiness, but step by step she was getting there.
She owed a lot of gratitude to Grimm for being there to hold her hand throughout that journey, both metaphorically and literally.]
[When Lobco hugs him, Grimm returns the gesture and strokes her hair gently. Lobco is simply too sweet. The fact that anyone could know her and not want to treat her with all the kindness in the world mystifies him still.
He presses a kiss to her forehead before he meets her lips. He knows his mouth might feel a little strange - he doesn't have lips, as such, and his face is somewhat harder than most people here are used to - but Lobco's never complained about it.]
He presses a kiss to her forehead before he meets her lips. He knows his mouth might feel a little strange - he doesn't have lips, as such, and his face is somewhat harder than most people here are used to - but Lobco's never complained about it.]
[The warmth that radiates from Grimm is a comfortable warmth, one that draws her closer and had aided her through some sleepless nights. It's hard to resist nuzzling his chest. The gentle kiss on to her forehead elicits a happy chirp from her and she turns her head to meet his kiss, standing on her tip toes so he wouldn't have to lean down as much.
Their first time kissing had...required a lot of confused fumbling and talking but it was an event that had brought on laughter as opposed to awkwardness. She imagines there will probably be a lot of fumbling here too as she knows very little of the bodies of Grimm's kind, and she has no idea if he knows of hers but they will learn together.
The redhead lifts her hands to gently cup Grimm's head and she kisses him back, lips lingering.]
Their first time kissing had...required a lot of confused fumbling and talking but it was an event that had brought on laughter as opposed to awkwardness. She imagines there will probably be a lot of fumbling here too as she knows very little of the bodies of Grimm's kind, and she has no idea if he knows of hers but they will learn together.
The redhead lifts her hands to gently cup Grimm's head and she kisses him back, lips lingering.]
[When Atsushi woke up this morning he looked forward to this morning more than others. Chuuya would be coming back from a lengthy book delve he was so happy to see him. He had a plan to get their room ready, give Chuuya a new notebook, and welcome him home. However, part of his plan didn't include his tiger ears and tail making an appearance. Why? Why now of all times!? Atsushi grumbled as he touched his ears while his tail moved.
Couldn't they have come at a different time? Atsushi sighed as he walked out the bathroom and tried to get ready. He got his clothes on, but got too nervous to walk out the door. He knew the minute he walked out with his cat ears and tail there would be questions then there was Ranpo who would probably keep questioning him about how it happened.
Atsushi walked over and placed his head in his hands.]
Why? How am I going to see Chuuya now?
Couldn't they have come at a different time? Atsushi sighed as he walked out the bathroom and tried to get ready. He got his clothes on, but got too nervous to walk out the door. He knew the minute he walked out with his cat ears and tail there would be questions then there was Ranpo who would probably keep questioning him about how it happened.
Atsushi walked over and placed his head in his hands.]
Why? How am I going to see Chuuya now?
Oh Chuuya! [Atsushi's ears twitched as he looked up when Chuuya walked in. He watched his face for any changes, he saw surprise, but nothing else. He let out a soft sigh of relief as he relax on the bed. It's not the first time he's been thankful to have someone like Chuuya in his life.
Atsushi sighed as he pointed to his ears]
They appeared this morning. I don't feel the tiger trying to get out or anything so I'm not sure why it's happening. I was going to greet you, but I knew Ranpo-san wouldn't stop asking me questions when he saw me. Then Tanizaki-san would ask me something and it wouldn't end from there so I stayed here trying to figure out what to do next.
[He wished he knew what to do, but Chuuya being home helps.]
I'm glad you made it back! Welcome home! How was everything? Were you guys able to get the taint?
Atsushi sighed as he pointed to his ears]
They appeared this morning. I don't feel the tiger trying to get out or anything so I'm not sure why it's happening. I was going to greet you, but I knew Ranpo-san wouldn't stop asking me questions when he saw me. Then Tanizaki-san would ask me something and it wouldn't end from there so I stayed here trying to figure out what to do next.
[He wished he knew what to do, but Chuuya being home helps.]
I'm glad you made it back! Welcome home! How was everything? Were you guys able to get the taint?
Ahh I'm sure I would have been able to get some help from Kyouka-chan.
[Kyouka could always sense when Atsushi needed to find an escape.]
I knew you guys would! [Chuuya had an amazing team so Atsushi didn't worry too much.] Huh? You want to pet them? Really?
[Atsushi reached up and gently brushed his ears. They were still weird to him, but it wouldn't be too bad if Chuuya wanted to touch them. He messed with the end of his gloves as he nodded.]
S-Sure if you want to.
[Kyouka could always sense when Atsushi needed to find an escape.]
I knew you guys would! [Chuuya had an amazing team so Atsushi didn't worry too much.] Huh? You want to pet them? Really?
[Atsushi reached up and gently brushed his ears. They were still weird to him, but it wouldn't be too bad if Chuuya wanted to touch them. He messed with the end of his gloves as he nodded.]
S-Sure if you want to.
[One day Atsushi's automatic reaction won't kick in. He really should trust his touch though since he always knew how to do it. Atsushi hummed softly as he leaned towards his fingers.]
They are? It feels really good.
They are? It feels really good.
[ That's definitely a common factor between the two of them at least.
But also: Dazai's a shit and he's not going to be making this easy for him. Just because he's a 'good person' now does not mean that he's just going to easily say yes when someone asks him to do a thing.
And, well... ]
You know that I could easily get that from anybody else, right?
But also: Dazai's a shit and he's not going to be making this easy for him. Just because he's a 'good person' now does not mean that he's just going to easily say yes when someone asks him to do a thing.
And, well... ]
You know that I could easily get that from anybody else, right?
keep telling yourself that
[It's probably true, because for some ungodly reason people are willing to sleep with both the Dazais, but he doesn't have to admit it!]
seducing somebody would take effort
all you have to do is just walk to my apartment
it's not even that far
[It's through both of their bad luck that their rooms are on the same hallway.]
[It's probably true, because for some ungodly reason people are willing to sleep with both the Dazais, but he doesn't have to admit it!]
seducing somebody would take effort
all you have to do is just walk to my apartment
it's not even that far
[It's through both of their bad luck that their rooms are on the same hallway.]
[Atsushi was getting better at accepting compliments. He didn't deny them so quickly, though he still didn't know how to respond. He gave a sheepish smile as he placed his hands on Chuuya's waist and pulled him close.]
T-Thank you.
[Atsushi closed his eyes as another pleasant hum left his mouth. He nuzzled his hand as he continue to give small pleasant noises that started to sound a little like purrs.]
Mmm...Chuuya...
T-Thank you.
[Atsushi closed his eyes as another pleasant hum left his mouth. He nuzzled his hand as he continue to give small pleasant noises that started to sound a little like purrs.]
Mmm...Chuuya...
[ It is completely and utterly true and Chuuya cannot deny it at all. ]
I don't actually have to do that much effort.
I can just call Atsushi-kun over. He'll definitely be a lot nicer about it.
[ Again.
Being an asshole here. Maybe he just wants more out of it besides just a simple blowjob, though. ]
I don't actually have to do that much effort.
I can just call Atsushi-kun over. He'll definitely be a lot nicer about it.
[ Again.
Being an asshole here. Maybe he just wants more out of it besides just a simple blowjob, though. ]
Edited 2019-08-23 06:42 (UTC)
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