vitis: (there was no making this not awful)

[personal profile] vitis 2018-10-08 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ at these reactions, john -- laughs. it is funny, in some respect, even if he wouldn't mind if the laughter were successful in covering the touch of mutual nervousness he still feels. at the very least, he stops tipping backward in his chair; this is swapped for a--nearly imperceptible--bounce of his leg as the soles of his boots connect flat to the floor again. ]

[ so what... now? he feels like the Real Romantic Thing that happens in the movies (fiction for a reason, he thinks), is then a lot of relieved smooching. alas, sort of hard to kiss three people at once. ]

[ laced as his hands are, he opts for drumming his fingers along his knuckles. ]

... Yeah.

[ ... mhm. fuck it. no way in hell is he being the first to admit he's never done anything like this "three people relationship thing." (that's the scientific term for it, probably.) ]

Me, too.

[ but that? that he's glad for this? wholly geniuine, sincere, and very much easy to admit to. ]