misheard: (Alcott)
Mini ([personal profile] misheard) wrote in [community profile] crowspace2017-05-30 07:29 pm
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Hanahaki Disease Meme


HANAHAKI DISEASE


The Hanahaki Disease is an illness born from one-sided love, where the patient coughs up flowers or flower petals. The only cure is to have that love reciprocated, or to somehow wipe away all one’s memories of their beloved person. The infection can be removed through surgery, but the feelings disappear along with the petals.

1. Post your character with name, canon, and ship preferences in subject line. Also include whether you'd prefer your character to be the one suffering from the disease or not.
2. Tag other people.
3. Pain.
4. If you need help choosing specific flowers, this flower meaning chart might be a good starting point.
ghostfromthemachine: (and your vicious pain)

[personal profile] ghostfromthemachine 2018-02-14 09:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[ she lets herself be pulled, leans into the movement to press her face into the crook of his neck and wrap her arms around his back to cling. the situation is upsetting, her own reaction is upsetting— and there's still that quiet dark part of her that thinks in cycles and symbolism that just wants to tighten her arms that last little bit and replay out her own personal tragedy. it would be satisfying, in a twisted way. it would be better than letting him suffer. (it would let her keep something of his, permanently— his blood on her hands is the poorest substitute possible, but she isn't a good enough person not to prefer it over nothing left at all. she's the sort of person who would steal ashes from a grieving family out of nothing more than glorified possessiveness, after all.)

what a mess, she thinks, almost absent-mindedly under the weight of of everything else, and that is such an understatement that she nearly laughs. instead, she manages, cracked and wobbly: ]

I'm sorry.
goatsongs: smile (solemn)

[personal profile] goatsongs 2018-02-15 07:19 am (UTC)(link)
You didn't do anything wrong.

[except consider killing him just now, but he doesn't know that]

...Thank you. For being here.

[For being here now, even if she's speeding things up. For caring enough to find him, even if she doesn't care enough to stop the disease. For being his friend, even if he'd still likely be in good health if they'd never met.]