Yonaka Kurai (
chasescenes) wrote in
crowspace2014-08-10 11:27 pm
Red Sea Yonaka post, open. (General warnings for Mogeko Castle-type stuff.)
[She'd fought against the red sea.
Why had she fought? It was painful - oh, agonizingly painful, all the empty parts in her body and her mind filled with the sea - but if she'd known how much better it would make her, why would she have resisted?
Because she is better, now. She's stronger - she doesn't need anyone to protect her, doesn't need to run and hide anymore. She's strong enough to be the one her victims run from, if she chooses.
She was so afraid, before, afraid of more than Mogekos - but now she's in control of herself. She doesn't need to fear anything, she can do anything to anyone without memories of a long-departed castle making her wilt.
It's alright now. Even though it was painful, and even though she screamed that she didn't want it, it was fine in the end. She's grateful.
She had been broken. And now the sea has fixed her.
It doesn't matter to her where in the castle she is. She wanders aimlessly, for now. Maybe she'll see people she knew before. Maybe she'll teach them how much better everything could be...]
Why had she fought? It was painful - oh, agonizingly painful, all the empty parts in her body and her mind filled with the sea - but if she'd known how much better it would make her, why would she have resisted?
Because she is better, now. She's stronger - she doesn't need anyone to protect her, doesn't need to run and hide anymore. She's strong enough to be the one her victims run from, if she chooses.
She was so afraid, before, afraid of more than Mogekos - but now she's in control of herself. She doesn't need to fear anything, she can do anything to anyone without memories of a long-departed castle making her wilt.
It's alright now. Even though it was painful, and even though she screamed that she didn't want it, it was fine in the end. She's grateful.
She had been broken. And now the sea has fixed her.
It doesn't matter to her where in the castle she is. She wanders aimlessly, for now. Maybe she'll see people she knew before. Maybe she'll teach them how much better everything could be...]

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Yonaka... [ his voice is low. ] Do you... want to come to my room?
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even if he hadn't made his intentions known, he definitely would have, now: ]
...did you want to shower?
[ oh Japanese 'do u wanna' bang' customs. ]
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[Thank goodness the bathroom's nearby, she's impatient.]
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...together, then?
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[Brother has the best ideas as always.]
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[ only they can fondly remember being children together when talking about washing before sex. ah kurai siblings.
he'll take her to the bathroom then, removing his gakuran without any shame, not bothering to run a bath for soaking - no time for that. ]
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Not that she'd mind in front of anyone, but especially not him.]
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Will you do me first, Brother?
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[ he'll shift to sit behind her, lathering some soap and reaching out to rub the cloth against her skin. she's pale and thin, like some sort of beautiful doll. ahhh he's so happy she'd reached out to him like this today. ]
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[He's so sweet and gentle with her - she's so glad she finally did this with him. Why had she put this off for so long? If it makes them both happy, it can't be wrong...]
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You're so cute, Yonaka.
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I'm just glad you're happy with me like this.
[Though why he wouldn't be, she wouldn't really understand. They love each other after all.]
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[ he'll wash her down then, behaving himself for the rest of the process. he wants to do this properly, after all. ]
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...She can't help checking him out while she's doing so - he really is very handsome, at least to her.]
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But first she's going to dutifully take care of his back.]
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[ he'll glance back at her, smiling faintly before shifting away to get his bucket and douse himself. all clean. ]
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[Once they're both clean, she'll slip on the bare minimum she needs to walk down the hall - that is her bra and underwear. She's going to take the rest off anyway.]
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Yonaka... you're beautiful.
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She leans into him, whispering into his ear.]
What do you want?
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[ his grip on her tightens. ]
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