Yonaka Kurai (
chasescenes) wrote in
crowspace2014-08-10 11:27 pm
Red Sea Yonaka post, open. (General warnings for Mogeko Castle-type stuff.)
[She'd fought against the red sea.
Why had she fought? It was painful - oh, agonizingly painful, all the empty parts in her body and her mind filled with the sea - but if she'd known how much better it would make her, why would she have resisted?
Because she is better, now. She's stronger - she doesn't need anyone to protect her, doesn't need to run and hide anymore. She's strong enough to be the one her victims run from, if she chooses.
She was so afraid, before, afraid of more than Mogekos - but now she's in control of herself. She doesn't need to fear anything, she can do anything to anyone without memories of a long-departed castle making her wilt.
It's alright now. Even though it was painful, and even though she screamed that she didn't want it, it was fine in the end. She's grateful.
She had been broken. And now the sea has fixed her.
It doesn't matter to her where in the castle she is. She wanders aimlessly, for now. Maybe she'll see people she knew before. Maybe she'll teach them how much better everything could be...]
Why had she fought? It was painful - oh, agonizingly painful, all the empty parts in her body and her mind filled with the sea - but if she'd known how much better it would make her, why would she have resisted?
Because she is better, now. She's stronger - she doesn't need anyone to protect her, doesn't need to run and hide anymore. She's strong enough to be the one her victims run from, if she chooses.
She was so afraid, before, afraid of more than Mogekos - but now she's in control of herself. She doesn't need to fear anything, she can do anything to anyone without memories of a long-departed castle making her wilt.
It's alright now. Even though it was painful, and even though she screamed that she didn't want it, it was fine in the end. She's grateful.
She had been broken. And now the sea has fixed her.
It doesn't matter to her where in the castle she is. She wanders aimlessly, for now. Maybe she'll see people she knew before. Maybe she'll teach them how much better everything could be...]

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[In contrast to Ivlis's shouting, Yonaka's voice was even, if clearly confused.]
Why are you upset? I'm stronger like this - you won't need to protect me any longer. I'm not afraid of anything anymore... I'm happy now.
You're my dearest friend... Why aren't you happy for me?
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[He can't smack her. Not just yet, so he opts to shake her instead.]
Dammit, dammit...snap out of it, Yonaka! You're supposed to be- no, you are better then this!
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'Better than this'? But she's better now than she was before, why wouldn't she take the option to become stronger?
'Lost your soul'? ...Did she have such a thing to lose?
Either way, one of her most important people is in distress and she doesn't know how to fix it - and she can't have that, no. She wouldn't be happy like that.
Since she doesn't know what's wrong, she resorts to the cure-all.
With a strong grip that would have surprised anyone who knew how weak she was before, she grabs onto Ivlis's shoulders and tries to pull him downward into kissing range so she can do just that.
That will fix whatever's wrong with him, right? Or at least, it'll make him happy.]
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[In an instant, he shoves her away.]
What was that for?!
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I don't have a clue what you're going on about, but you're upset and I don't want you to be. Especially if I'm upsetting you - I want to make you happy again.
[She undoes the bow of her uniform.]
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Why would you think I'd ever want that?! You're an idiot if you think spending a night or two would make me happy!!
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...It wouldn't?
[But she's an attractive girl and he's a man. That's how it works.]
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[His grip tightens whilst not breaking his gaze away from hers.]
Fight it, Yonaka. You're still in there somewhere, aren't you? You can't be gone, you just can't!
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[That smile returns to her face.] It's alright. You just need to get used to it, and you'll be happier now than you were before.